The Institute of Reflection
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Do you see no mystery, no romance,
no wondering what it is all about,
in science?

Does every probability
Exist or only what we see?
There’s mystery!

We and our fellow-creatures
Are made of the stuff of distant stars,
That’s romance.

– Wendy Shutler

The furthest reaches of the mysteries surrounding some of the deep questions of life may be beyond our ken to answer at present but science is peeling back some of the outlying shrouds.

Why take a cue from the behaviour-pattern that is said to typify the Ostridge?  We should consider all the new evidence that comes to light.  Light arguably is shed on aspects of our belief systems by scientific discoveries. If so, what is their possible significance?

There are several scientists or former scientists who take the view that spirituality and an understanding of th human condition can be based on scientific findings.  References to some of these teachers are on the ‘Links’ page of this website under both ‘Spiritual Matters’ and ‘Science’ but what exactly is the science that propels us in this direction; how certain is it?  Truth – be it of the nature of the world, or Nirvana, outer space, or numbers etc – is rarely understood by gazing at equations or considering entities such as quarks or neutrons.   They can carry someone originating a theory part of the way but fuller realisation can come in a ‘Eureka’ moment.  It is rare that a new Big Idea finds instant universal acceptance or acclaim but it behoves us to keep an open mind about some of the thinking that has been going on by people who know their science.   Hypotheses based on evidence may fall short of proofs as needed in a court room or a laboratory but may be allowable pro tem even if the jury is still out.  Not all scientific experimentation or the conclusions drawn from it stack up but earnest, expert experiments to try to tease out deep meanings deserve an open-minded hearing.

What do the findings, or some of the findings, tell us about the significance of our beliefs?

Scientific Discovery over time has affected perceptions of man’s place in the scheme of things; we no longer assume that the physical universe assigns geographic space to heaven or hell – some of our remote ancestors thought of ‘Heaven’ as ‘below’ earth – or bend the knee at during thunder storms to Thor.

What recent findings in science may affect our perception of our place in the universe?

Below are some of the questions in this context:

  • In what way if any are we connected to everything around us?
  • Can there be communication perhaps at a distance ‘remotely’ between people and/or other entities?  If so, by what means might it be conducted if not by language?
  • is there a fundamental animating spirit in our biological make-up? If so, what might this animating spirit be?
  • What kind of universe is it that we are in?
  • If man is not the architect of himself, does this imply that there is another ‘architect’?   If so, what deductions about ‘it’ does rigorous conjecture lead?
  • We come from the stars; is our composition or consciousness different in kind from what is in the cosmos; if so why should this be the case?
  • Do the recent revelations about the workings of the human body including its sub-atomic parts have a relevance to what and who we are and, if so, what is it?
  • What do discoveries about the natural world have to tell us about ourselves?
  • What Is the connection between consciousness and quantum physics?
  • Can human biology be physically changed by human intention?  If so, how?

The Brain of Einstein

Einstein’s brain was preserved after his death in 1955, but this fact was not revealed until 1978.

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Spiritual Matters

Spiritual Matters

Spirituality means different things to different people. Who holds the master keys?
Poet’s Corner

Poet’s Corner

Some ideas one can’t cut with a knife or put on a weighing machine; they are allusive and illusive but NOT illusional. They can speak more eloquently than in mere prose about the wonders of the world and its amazing secrets that are being teased out by science.
Scholarship

Scholarship

A ‘Lucky Dip’ of scholarly, reflective articles.
Personal Credos

Personal Credos

Scriptural figures may have visions, Philosophers may pontificate, Wiseacres may waffle – but what do YOU think about life? What do you REALLY think about! What is of real significance to you that we don't normally talk about?
Modern Thinkers about the human condition

Modern Thinkers about the human condition

Modern thinkers consider how mankind can adjust to present exigencies.

Articles from The Institute of Reflection

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Further Reading

Supersolids and Entanglement

Remote Viewing Astral Travel

Are You Undergoing a Divorce?

Have you Suffered a Bereavement?

A Further Thought by Brian Mayne

Mark Twain’s Thinking on Reflection

A snapshot of Brian Mayne’s thinking about the ‘presence’ that underlies our essence,

A Contemplation

An example of intellectual reflection brought to bear on ruminative reflection

Reflection Represented in Figurine Form

What can we be sure of?

Review: Ghosts and Hauntings by Dennis Bardens

External Links

Supersolids and Entanglement

What possible deductions in philosophical or spiritual terms can be made from recent scientific findings about ‘Supersolids’ and ‘Entanglement’?

SUPERSOLIDS

Researchers like Damien Pine have shown how to transform light into a quantum crystalline structure to create what is now called a ‘Supersolid’ which is both solid and liquid at the same time.

Supersolids are a state of matter in quantum mechanics in which particles condense into an orderly, crystalline solid but they also move like a liquid that has no viscosity. (Viscosity refers to a substance’s internal friction, governing how smoothly it flows). Usually, solids don’t move on their own, but supersolids change direction and density depending on particle interactions while maintaining an organized lattice structure.

Supersolids show the effects of tiny, quantum interactions between particles without temperature getting in the way. This helps explain how atoms and particles are put together.

A philosophical or spiritual hypothesis is this discovery might demonstrate that the ‘insubstantial’ realm of the intangible, even perhaps ‘ghosts’ ‘spirits’ etc, may have a solid existence that stakes a claim on it having a ‘real’ existence. The general proposition that matter is necessarily ‘either one thing or the other’ may not hold good.

Against this it can be said that both solids and liquid have physical attributes though ‘Light’ itself, visible as perceived by our senses, may partly be an ‘insubstantial’ substance.

Light theoretically has neither mass nor volume but it’s velocity and displacement can be measured and observed, so it seems to occupy dimensional space. It is also deflected by gravity so its motion is affected by curvature of space, similar to other particles. The debate continues.

ENTANGLEMENT

‘Entanglement’ is at the heart of quantum physics and future quantum technologies. Like other aspects of quantum science, the phenomenon of entanglement reveals itself at very tiny, subatomic scales. When two particles, such as a pair of photons or electrons, become entangled, they remain connected even when separated by vast distances. In the same way that a ballet or tango emerges from individual dancers, entanglement arises from the connection between particles. It is what scientists call an emergent property.

There can be a cell in your body, one can posit, with another replicating cell outside your body. It is a short step to go on to say that it is possible that individuals are interconnected, and in the physical sense, to a world outside them. If this happens on a physical level, bodies having correlation with whatever animates them, then all manner of theories such as Astral Travel, Clairvoyance or Mediumship are back on the table as deserving of more serious consideration.
Possibilities inherent in this approach have been taken up by hard-headed, military people.

See ‘Remote Viewing’
https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/search/site/ingo%20swann
https://www.instagram.com/jadeshawofficial/?hl=en
https://www.reddit.com/r/remoteviewing/wiki/guide/?rdt=61378

The International Remote Viewing Association defines Remote Viewing as:
Remote viewing is a mental faculty that allows a perceiver (a ‘Viewer’) to describe or give details about a target that is inaccessible to normal senses due to distance, time, or shielding. For example, a viewer might be asked to describe a location on the other side of the world, which he or she has never visited; or a viewer might describe an event that happened long ago; or describe an object sealed in a container or locked in a room; or perhaps even describe a person or an activity; all without being told anything about the target — not even its name or designation.

Remote Viewing Astral Travel

Astral Travel is thought by many to be in the realm of the Mystical if not the downright fanciful. That is not the view of it by some hard-headed, military-oriented people. It is known by what sounds like a more grounded term, ‘REMOTE VIEWING’. There are stories on this website for instance by Dennis Bardens in which a future situation has been seen in detail by some ‘together’ people. The incidence of success seems to have passed the level of probability to the point where it can be taken seriously.

The following passage defines in greater detail what may be considered a science, or close to it, though if you are interested to look into It is advisable to look closely at the websites of practitioners and in particular the Health Warnings in them.

‘Remote viewing is a mental faculty that allows a perceiver (a “viewer”) to describe or give details about a target that is inaccessible to normal senses due to distance, time, or shielding. For example, a viewer might be asked to describe a location on the other side of the world, which he or she has never visited; or a viewer might describe an event that happened long ago; or describe an object sealed in a container or locked in a room; or perhaps even describe a person or an activity; all without being told anything about the target — not even its name or designation… Remote Viewing can provide verifiable and more accurate results, as it helps to minimize guesswork, imagination, and the viewers’ biases/assumptions from corrupting the data

Links can be found at
https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/search/site/ingo%20swann
https://www.reddit.com/r/remoteviewing/wiki/guide/?rdt=61378

Jade Shaw is a noted practitioner https://www.instagram.com/jadeshawofficial/

Are You Undergoing a Divorce?

Impudent, isn’t it! Someone trying to tell you how you should think! But if you ask for help, you’re partly responsible. Giving advice on big matters is a bit like telling someone about eternity. There is so much that isn’t known by Mr Wiseacre. Broad brush-strokes, categories, can be got right; the specific ways that you feel, and what you should do, and think, varies from case to case. The ‘Weight’ or importance that you assign to different points - when the language used overlaps or is identical - may be different. All such talk au fond comes from a shared humanity; and that is fine within limits.

Health warning: Notes below are from principles underlying this institute. They are not to be seen as a substitute for professional help nor are they engraved on tablets of stone. They are signposts that with luck and effort can help you look within yourself to see if they help you, even if you reject them.

What to do and what to think:

1) No one else can know exactly what you are going through at the moment. You are your own most understanding patient.

2) Sometimes wisdom is enshrined in some saw or maxim that hasn’t floated to the top of your consciousness. It is unusual to have, as below. a list pertinent to your situation. Why not practice a spot of self-brainwashing and repeat the following proverbs or axioms as mantras to yourself. It may be on a regular basis. They are a repository of the wisdom of the ages. They are all too easily overlooked through familiarity – like the idea of Reflection itself. You should really hoist them in, perhaps repeating them slowly, rather than skim over them:

‘Time and the hour run through the roughest day.’
‘I’ll live to fight another day.’
‘Whatever will be, will be; the future is not mine to see.’
‘When one door closes, another opens.’
‘I am a creature of the stars; I should be gentle with myself.’
‘Count my (many) blessings!’
‘Step by step: Rome wasn’t built in a day!’
‘There very well may be a light at the end of my tunnel!’
‘There is a silver lining to my cloud, even if I can’t see it.’
‘It is no good crying over spilled milk.’
‘I should Keep calm and carry on!’
‘Worse things happen at sea – and land!’
‘We live in hope!’

THE FOLLOWING APPROACH IS RELEVANT AT ALMOST EVERY CROSSROADS OR DECISION FACED
(a) One thing at a time; (b) Consideration of the problem; (c) Decision; (d) Action.

3) You cannot now deal completely with all that confronts you. The objective at the moment is not to eradicate the problem at one fell swoop but to drive it down, to minimise it.

4) We have to look within ourselves to find an inner strength that must be there - don’t dissipate your energy bemoaning the fact or facts of the situation or what might have been.

5) Dealing emotionally and intellectually with an issue are two different challenges, if twinned. Your thought processes and critical abilities can be a solvent on downbeat emotions as well as signposting the best course of action. When reflecting about the challenge:

a. Focus your mind on exactly what is best to do in the circumstances.
b. Thinking sensibly can help damp down darker emotions.
c. Aforethought is most likely to induce the wisest actions that make you feel calmer.

You WILL survive this period. Much can daunt you at a contemplation of the journey ahead so try not to do that or, if you must, in the least over-emotional way possible.

If you cannot do anything about a problem, it is a fact, so there is nothing to be gained by wallowing.

Look hard for what is positive in the present bind; there will be something. Your own answer might surprise you.

Military manuals can tell us how Generals fought campaigns but there isn’t a separate faculty within us, a ‘military gene’. Common sense, and heeding the inner prompting of instinct, produces answers that can be weighed in reflection with care.

How can you know that this is not the best-disguised best thing that can happen to you? Sure, it does not look like it at the moment but how will your life story seem when looking back at it from the future? And then, …can you know what the future has in store, let alone the even more huge problems that may lurk round the corner if nothing occurs to upset what was the present applecart, the alternative future that you will never experience unless in the unlikely scenario of a multiverse? Life may really open up for you after you have surmounted what is in the immediate future.

The best lessons in life - and you are learning right now - are usually digested at the cost of suffering. If, in one sense, we have lost, we gained much by what has now been lost. If it is all easy, we don’t learn - even if on an intellectual level we can think that we understand better.

Depth of understanding, even a new perspective on the reasons for our being on this earth, can be of inestimable value in your future; perhaps the present situation is a stepping stone along that way.

We can look to some greater Guide than ourselves on which to lean but it is also satisfactory and salutary if we find in ourselves the resources to deal with the problem. We already know within ourselves what is the right course to take even if identifying it may be far from easy.

Sometimes one needs to reach out to an empathetic soul and/or be given the best advice whether or not from someone permanent in your life as sometimes strangers may offer the best guidance. An understanding heart is worth more than a coronet and…there is very much to be said for good sense.

Reflection helps teach you to think carefully for yourself and helps you reflect on advice from others. Thinking about what to do helps take you away from being unduly absorbed in your painful feelings. The most rounded perspective augurs the best course of action; you may reflect on what it is.

Where do you - and those you care for - want to be when the dust has settled?
You are far from alone in facing a divorce. Please take comfort in that. ‘Courage, mon brave!’

If the above suggestions do not resonate enough with you, hang in there and keep looking.

Have you Suffered a Bereavement?

You have lost someone unique to you. Only you can know how you feel. But we are all gifted with the same repertoire of emotions and feelings in a broad-brush way. In that sense, you are not alone.

An ache does not have to be a pain.

We know that Time is a great healer; have you fully taken on board that time is an ally?

What is going to change over time is yourself. All your relationships will change in a gradual way, including your relationship with the Departed. In time, this is likely to become more settled than with most of those with whom we deal in this life, with its surprises. The Departed can no longer rewrite their lives save, in a sense, in your mind. They still have existence there. Their passing should set a seal on the happiest memories. Imbedded within you, they speak to you, God-willing. They do so from across a widening chasm of mortal time. True, it may be measured in a different way in the immeasurable aeons of Eternity.

One way to notice the change within yourself is to look at videos of the departed person after the elapse of a substantial period. It can induce a sense that this is no longer a record of a time in the extended present but of a time that is over, a new dimension supervening, with the deceased on screen somehow seeming larger than life.

You may care to remember the words of the lictor who rode beside the Roman Emperors in their triumphal processions: ‘Remember that you too are mortal!’ Whether or not you pray and with whatever verbalisations about the Divine that even Holy Books tell us we cannot fully comprehend, there is comfort in the fact that we - every one of us - are all headed the same way.

We can only do what we can. No one can ask more of us. Why tilt at windmills?

Much Reflection is about ‘Thinking acting on feeling’, i.e. how thoughts can affect feeling. Feeling is usually the starting point, but a brain is to be used; why else would it be there. Think about it.

There is no one ‘right’ way to mourn or time that the process takes. Like a long-distance runner, you can pace yourself. Why lie to yourself; you know how you feel. You can be true to yourself as well as to the memory of those you love.

Can Reflection help dampen the sense of loss? A related question is ‘Do you want it lessened, or will you feel that it somehow ‘betrays’ your loved one’, as if to imply that you don’t care enough?

One aim is come to terms with your loss; have it enshrined as a part of your being, a mental blanket to keep you warm when cold blasts of acceptance come. On our mortal plane, we feel temperature; cold is that which humans don’t like; we are more than human. We surely are spirits as well as flesh and bone that is unanimated.

All religions provide comfort and words of wisdom at such a juncture. At the end of mortal day, we know our beliefs will be tested by reality. We cannot not know specifics and even the Good Books are replete with opacity, with the Lord appearing ‘in a cloud’. Are all psychics and mediums, even ghost hunters, wrong, generation after generation? Do you know better than them with their third eye or sensitised instinct or sense of profound revelation?

Perhaps so but have a care about being too certain of anything. Review, reflect, think again, and in the process of thinking you may arrive at a peace and harmony within yourself that is a truth you need, even if a verbal formula fails the test of 100% certainty. As does almost everything.

You loved them. They are gone. Perhaps. In that word ‘Perhaps’ is a great salve. Why? Because perhaps they have not gone, in an essential sense.

Sadness there will be. But it can be coupled with gratitude that you have had the relationship. How much better that they were there, once, to love, than that they had never been there. In the words of the Prophet: ‘When you are sorrowful, look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight’. Where to find comfort? It is there to be found, perhaps in the unlikeliest of places. Perhaps you are a Republican but you can appreciate what the late Queen Elizabeth II once said: ‘Grief is the price you pay for love.’

In this virtual institute are pieces that may help induce beneficial reflection. Here is something that you might like to reflect at a time like you are now going through:

‘Mayest thou rest in peace, dear friend. Death has severed the tie that united us in this life, to be renewed everlastingly in a happier world, whither I hope one day to follow thee. Now, faithful to thy memory, I implore God to grant thy soul’s repose, and to vouchsafe to me the grace of our reunion, when His holy will shall call me hence. My God, permit that the soul of him/her that I mourn, freed from earth’s painful struggles, dangers and difficulties, and purified through Thy mercy, may share the joys of the blessed in eternity. Amen.’

A Further Thought by Brian Mayne

We live here within the waking dream, sometimes forming very close emotional bonds with some others. When one of these close one’s physical form dies, nothing happens to their essence/awareness, as that is impersonal and indestructible AND already one with our essence. If the departed one was not liberated already (as is usually the case), Vedic teachings say what was incomplete about them remains as latent impressions (like unfinished desires and karma) which then returns for a new life to be completed. This could take many lives according to Vedic teachings – though Buddhists do not speak of rebirth. When such a one is reborn, they are naturally attracted to relationships with others (also reborn) who were with them in a previous existence. Past life readings and hypnotic regressions often point to this. Perhaps this speaks better to what you proposed? (Of course, all this is happening in our imagination – our waking dream – until we wake up from it.)

Mark Twain’s Thinking on Reflection

Mark Twain once said: Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it is time to pause and reflect.

To pause and reflect when you’re on the side of the majority is to practice intellectual humility. It’s recognizing that just because something is widely accepted doesn’t make it infallible. Popular opinion can be influenced by various factors—cultural norms, societal pressures, or even misinformation. When you find yourself agreeing with the majority, it’s worth asking: Are you doing so because you’ve genuinely thought through the issue, or because it’s easier to follow the crowd? Are you truly convinced by the logic and evidence, or are you swayed by the comfort of consensus?

This moment of reflection is an opportunity for critical thinking. It’s a chance to evaluate your beliefs and assumptions more deeply. Are there alternative perspectives you haven’t considered? Are there minority voices that offer valuable insights you might be missing? True growth often comes from engaging with ideas that challenge your existing views, rather than simply reinforcing what you already believe. By questioning the majority view, you’re not just being contrary—you’re opening yourself up to a broader and potentially more accurate understanding of the world.
Moreover, this approach cultivates a deeper sense of personal integrity. It’s easy to go along with what everyone else thinks, but it takes courage to stand apart and say, “I’m not sure about this.” When you take the time to reflect, you’re asserting your independence as a thinker. You’re saying that your beliefs are not merely a product of social conditioning, but the result of careful, deliberate thought. This integrity is what leads to innovation and progress. Many of the greatest advancements in science, philosophy, and social justice have come from individuals who dared to think differently from the majority.

But reflecting when you’re on the side of the majority isn’t just about finding flaws in popular opinions. It’s also about understanding the reasons why something is widely accepted. Sometimes, the majority is right. But understanding why it’s right is crucial. Blind acceptance doesn’t contribute to your growth or to the robustness of your beliefs. By taking the time to critically examine the majority viewpoint, you’re able to articulate your reasons for agreement more clearly, and you strengthen your understanding of the issue.

On the other hand, if your reflection leads you to disagree with the majority, it’s important to approach this disagreement with a spirit of curiosity and respect. It’s easy to fall into the trap of dismissing majority views out of hand, simply because they are popular. But true wisdom lies in discerning when the majority has it right, and when it does not. If you find yourself in opposition to the majority, use that as a starting point for deeper inquiry. Seek out evidence, engage in dialogue, and be willing to adjust your views as you learn more. This balanced approach ensures that your thinking is both independent and informed.

In essence, finding yourself on the side of the majority should be a prompt for self examination. It’s a moment to ask yourself whether you’ve fully engaged with the issue at hand, or if you’ve simply been swept along by the tide of public opinion. By pausing to reflect, you affirm your commitment to truth and wisdom over comfort and conformity. This habit of introspection is what separates those who merely follow from those who lead, those who accept from those who innovate.

In a world where it’s all too easy to get caught up in groupthink, this practice of pausing and reflecting is more important than ever. It’s a reminder to stay true to your values, to think critically, and to seek understanding over acceptance. Whether you ultimately agree with the majority or not, what matters is that your beliefs are truly your own—formed through reflection, inquiry, and a genuine desire to grasp the deeper truths that lie beneath the surface.

How do you approach conversations or debates with people who hold majority opinions that differ from your own?

A snapshot of Brian Mayne’s thinking about the ‘presence’ that underlies our essence,

When does individuality (sense of separate beingness) start and do we ever lose the oneness we were prior to that? The individual side of us originally did not exist. Who and where were we as individuals in, say, 1949?

Even after birth, it still took some time for the intelligent awareness that we were to learn and acquire, the identifications and preferences – what we call personality and ego. So, we entered as forms associated with an essential awareness (which almost certainly in that oneness pre-existed any physical birth). Later all else was acquired/learned from outside of us, including all the ‘me, my and mine.’ The newborn infant had no ‘me, my and mine’ but did have intelligent awareness.

As it grew and developed what we call mind/ego, it increasingly identified with the learning it acquired from external sources and forgot its essential Self – but that Self is always present – like the life force – as we could not exist without its foundation.

Much of the resolution of this, for me, comes with the awareness of my state when transitioning from sleep (not yet conscious of any personhood) to waking. In that often too brief in-between state, before remembering who I am, where I am or the when of things, there is a clarity of just awareness being present AND being aware or conscious of it (which I was not during sleep – but can be more and more with practice). This awareness of awareness does not happen through physical senses – does not belong to the realm of time and space. That same awareness WAS present during sleep, but just not noticed.

Part of what is becoming increasingly evident to me is that this conscious awareness is not personal, not mine. It is the same awareness shared by all, just as all share the life force. It IS the oneness. I’ve just been imagining it belonged to me.

Also, this awareness is actually ALWAYS present but not noticed in our daily life when our attention is pulled outward to so many other objective phenomena including thoughts. It is my sense of what Roy means by presence and also that something about him that never changes.

For those interested in this subject, Brian recommends the work of DAVID BINGHAM: ‘We are already the infinite Being and always have been.’
Visit http://www.nonconceptualawareness.com/

A Contemplation

This Contemplation is a personal view about our ‘essence’/s. A motivation for writing this piece is a misgiving that, given life can be so mystifying, how much is helpfully reducible to prose? Apart from that question - the answer to which might render the exercise futile - some substantive subjects considered relate to our shared humanity, concepts by which lives are lived, misunderstandings in language and our individuality. This piece tends to the view that common sense and personal experience can yield insights more helpful than rigorous argumentation, a viewpoint buttressed by quotes from leading thinkers.
Wartime ditty of grousing British tommy, or soldier:

🎼 ’We’re here because we’re here, because we’re here!’

Englishmen of old - especially if about to mount a charge in the Light Brigade - were encouraged in the following way.

‘Ours not to reason why Ours just to do and die!’

Remember the ditty usually sung in raucous refrain when ‘the boys’ get together:

‘Why was he born so beautiful 🎸🥁 ? Why was he born at all….!’

Well, why WERE we born? How many of us bother to ask it of ourselves. Big questions about why we’re here can tend to slither down to a B-list of posers in Anglo-Saxon culture, way down the pecking order of priorities over which to mull unless one is orientally orientated, a professional Philosopher, a barrack room lawyer or …just want to poke fun at someone.

In the beginning (almost) was Plato: ‘Philosophy begins in wonder.’

If we think we’re up to date in our thinking, there is a good chance that we have been pipped at the post several centuries ago. ‘Philosophy’ was in its infancy when Plato signposted a path but we can just as easily say: ‘Hmmm! Life is an awfully strange can of worms or wonders.’ Separated by time and cultural tides, we are of the same clay as was Plato. ‘He was a man for all that!’ Some of us - if we’ve pretensions to be sentient let alone cerebral - hanker to get to the bottom of profound Mystery, or at any rate what bottom we can delve down to.

Deep down, most of us ARE wondering about many of the deeper questions - but not always in a context that relates to fundamental questions about life. We don’t always put some of the big questions directly to ourselves and find answers without realising their application to fundamentals. We absorb a truth perhaps in a subconscious way.

In the Institute of Reflection under Personal Credos people are asked, without much time to think, what for them is important in life. Almost everyone has an idea of how to answer the question. Almost everyone says something different from the other interviewees. It was churning away in their thoughts if not brought out into the light.

Contemplation

Let’s contemplate for a moment or two what contemplation entails and its purpose.
One joy of contemplation is the feeling of freedom, a freedom more tranquil than that of a liberty to court physical danger. It affords warrant to wonder and wander whither whim or wish beckon. To Contemplate is to go on tiptoe. No need of a jingle to get the ball rolling or a compere. Its purpose and its method are a metaphoric suit of armour against assailment on your nervous system by an uncaring Outside World. It can’t stop all slings and arrows but it should stop a few. There’s no a clarion call in these pages to soar into ‘Enlightenment’ or any of the other exciting goals that lend allure to people who just want to peel away scales over their eyes. Contemplation isn’t showy. We have a lot to be humble about and, so the argument runs, are the more realistic for realising it. Contemplation primarily is a cerebral activity. It may take into account emotion but primarily it is about judiciousness, a mental stance. One also can think in the course of activity, true. The difference between the good and the run-of-the-mill sportsman lies in an ability to think well on one’s feet. A step in time as well as a stitch ‘may save nine’. Take a step back, mentally, relax, concentrate on your thinking side. It can include your emotional side. Hold up to the light and coddle ideas or feelings swirling around in your thoughts. So much so far for a Socratic method in conversation through which, sometimes via circuitous ways rather than casuistry, we can approach to the main point, perhaps surprising ourselves, and tease out relevant truths en route. It helps to get into the right frame of mind. The next paragraph is left blank… It is the equivalent in non-print of a short space of reflective silence with which a session of meditation sometimes starts.
So…let’s settle down for a quiet session of Contemplation…. with more to follow.
The first time we do it, we may not get very far. If we make a habit of doing it slowly, by degrees, then a feel for where we are in life, of what our lives might be about, may swim more clearly into view. As Ludwig Wittgenstein put it: ‘What’s the good of having one philosophical discussion! It’s like having one piano lesson!’ We should take stock of the big questions rather than flip our eyes over them.

Let’s try to approach Truth. Okay, this quest may tun out to be the only Truth that we can reach.

The ancients may not have put things better than you and I - though often they did so - but, like the friends to whom we often feel closest, they got in there first. Cue in Plato:

‘In philosophy we can be lazily relaxed in both mind and body, and this endangers our well-being. Laziness or mind is a threat to proper philosophising.’

Socrates said with what may seem like unction: ‘the unexamined life is not worth living.’ Surely one does not have to go quite as far as that? There are plenty of achievers who never ask themselves why they are doing what they are doing. It is enough to say that one ought to think carefully about what one is doing.

We don’t want to reinvent the wheel, especially in a square shape. It is often as well to think about what is said by those who think things logically through to a reductio ad absurdum. It is comforting to know that there are professionals on the case. It is in any case not easy to think anything up on this subject that is genuinely ‘new’.

A digression, with apology to professional academics: Philosophy should not be the sole province of ‘the philosopher’. We all have a claim on it. ‘Philosophy’ is a Big Word which can be off-putting. Professional philosophers, true, tend to have a more rigorous or literary way of putting problems and supposed conclusions. If only they see eye to eye with one another! Dress it up as one will, the lack of possibility of our getting to the bottom of some of the Deep Mysteries can be encapsulated by a fellow who says that he simply doesn’t know the answers. It comes to the roughly same thing in the end. In asking the Big Questions the answer may lie in our deeper natures. These natures are within all of us. The quest for truth is nor fuelled by a knowledge of algebra or a familiarity with truths inherent in differential equations. Philosophers have thought deeply about the very things that concern you and me. Some try and go one better; they disguise what they propound in such complexity - Immanuel Kant comes to mind – that we hardly know what they are talking about. Trying to work it out only too easily becomes a substitute for actually thinking about the point at issue. We do not have to agree with Bertrand Russell that: ‘the point of philosophy is to start with something so simple as not to seem worth stating and to end with something so paradoxical that no one will believe it.’

A digression about that digression: A great thing, Authority. We don borrowed robes and puff ourselves up by speaking ‘in the name’ of a higher power, little thinking that this might imply we are actuated by an inferiority complex disguised even from ourselves. A pulpit or a megaphone to interpret what is propounded by those in a larger and more august unit than that of an individual propound, lends weight to our chosen flights of ambition, fancy and oratory. We are disinclined to give Doubt a fair crack of the whip if we parade ourselves in robes borrowed from majestic wardrobes. We look to an authority and it’s also a salve to have someone else to blame. A beguiling consensus or majority doesn’t make a viewpoint right but it confers confidence. A general truth reached through common sense rather than an involved thesis can be the best lamp of truth. Is familiarity with general culture - which the French are more likely to value than Anglo-Saxons – sufficient without being a specialist in the big questions Exhaustive efforts to get to the bottom of it all may be applauded but, conversely, there is no call to be too clever. The intelligent thing sometimes is not to go all out to be intelligent. . One wants to be right, not clever. A display of erudition may distract from the shortest and best path to… ANSWERS. Apart from anything else, there is less chance of a pitfall along a less winding path. Official Philosophy can usurp the quest to the point where the point of the exercise - to understand as much as is possible - is overlooked. It is the right perspective that we are after. The process of following up of every last ramification, consideration of every possible outcome of thought or action, may be best left to the highest power computer. When mere man attempts it, the chance of overlooking an inconvenient jigsaw piece and so disturbing an entire mosaic ramifies Arrival at the right decision is often a matter of one’s ‘guts’ being in the right place. Understanding oneself is as much of a challenge as understanding any other specific issue. Fog can be cast by the tendency of philosophers, politicians, and indeed most people, not to know where to draw the line and to follow things through too far to what seems a logical conclusion. Physicists by contrast can have a handle on this phenomenon which is encountered in many contexts; they realise that at a certain point the law of gravity, say, that holds good on earth, no longer holds good. There is a glass ceiling set above what we can hope realistically to attain. We engage with other people; their ideas filtering through our thinking to the point when we lay claim to authorship of our plagiarisms. We should not slough off responsibility for knowing and understanding for ourselves. Or be too slavish in swallowing the dicta of others, thinking them our own thoughts? Let’s dress this idea up in the borrowed robes of Kant: ‘Sapere aude’ (‘have the guts to think for oneself’.) If there are no answers, one should be content at least to have discovered that much as that, in its way, is an answer. It is easy to see that we may well not be equipped through our limited physical senses or mental apparatuses to understand properly all answers to the Great Riddle of Life. It could form a part of this Riddle that we are ‘programmed’ to be unable to understand what makes us fundamentally tick. …If so, it would seem to be a sensible part - assuming, that is, we were ‘designed’ by a higher Power rather than having just sprung up as a consequence of physical conditions. If we knew for an absolute fact with full proof, say, what could be our fate in an Afterlife, this knowledge would affect the whole way we live our lives. Is this an indication that some form of ‘Designer’ had a hand in the human make-up?

How individual are we?

Should we fight shy of pursuing a thought about ourselves to its logical conclusion, as going a bridge too far (See below point about physicists knowing better than most where to draw the line)?

It may all seem so obvious as to be not worth thinking about, but when one does try to think about it, obviousness seems to regress in a series of distorting mirrors.

Our thinking, by contrast, is the way we notice it, shroud it i words and concepts that we cannot really understand in all their different manifestations. But WHAT is it?

What is our essence?

What, or who, am ‘I’?

Don’t we know ourselves? Don’t we know, ourselves?

What if anything makes me different from everyone else?

Much of what we observe - in both senses of the word - or are likely to observe is about ourselves, not the ‘I’.

Speculation ‘about us’ distracts from seeing and understanding our essential selves.

We are aware, but do not fully see, the ‘eye’, or ‘I’, that is attempting the seeing, and being the awareness, just as the eye cannot see itself. That awareness is different from the consciousness that is producing these thoughts, and what, from depths in our being, produces an intellectualisation of what is going on.

We are looking at ourselves, in this context, as if we are inspecting a phenomenon ‘out there’. An outside eye looking in on a problem - a third party, in a sense - is usually if not always advisable, on the principle including that of ‘a man who would advise himself has a fool for a client!’

We are communal beings, in one sense. Simone Weil writes: ‘A man alone in the world would be paralysed by the vanity of all his projects…but man is not alone.’

Everything we write about ourselves is what we think about ourselves, in communal language, with concepts we have taken into ourselves, that have been taken into what is ‘there’. It is a brew admixed with dreams, hopes and history, all in a sort of mishmash, however neatly we tabulate it, that helps make up our consciousness, with bodily sensations thrown in. We can feel more confident in clubbing together.

The less we stop to think for ourselves, the more we unquestioningly take on ideas of those around us, the more we are a representative and less individualised part of our community.

Some people may be more gregarious than others but much springs from the areas outside conscious ‘thinking’. We know what it is to experience need, material or emotional, and see that need, as well as more esoteric emotions, draws us near to someone for reasons beside ‘Deep calling unto Deep’ or ‘Like being attracted to Like’.
Is there some communal mind, some way in which we are all a part of the wider society in which we live? Jewish people have the idea that reincarnation takes place within the tribe. Is there an ‘England’ such as envisaged by Laurence Binyon?

‘…England mourns for her dead across the sea.

Flesh of her flesh they were, spirit of her spirit…’

Language was invented before we were born. Our disposition makes us gravitate to one another. Predisposition makes us feel at one with our tribe or herd. Words of wisdom, prescriptions freighted with truth, expressions of mood or natural reactions, that we hear are seemingly designed for us all. It is rather as if people are speaking to us from inside our own head. Or so it can sound. So much of what we hear and read in psychological ways has a direct relevance and resonance for us. In turn - unless we post a sentinel in our mind sternly charged to watch what escapes our lips - we can talk to others as if talking to our own selves.

So many sayings that come to mind are borrowed from elsewhere if put together in a unique way, or at least tone, and in some perhaps only slightly differentiated way, by each person. If I can be seen as an individual from outside, how do I know that I feel any different from anyone else, let alone that that I am special? This is one of the ways in which we are undifferentiated, with most of us having the same wish to feel distinct as a person.

IF we are the ‘same’ as one another, that may be a comment on the ambiguity of the word ‘same’. It does not mean that we are ‘one and the same’? ‘Same’ may mean ‘identical’, or not. Language, as is so often the case, can mask truth.
We want to be individuals despite our wish to ‘belong’. Winston Churchill said that ‘we are all worms’ and got round his problem of ego, or belief in his manifest destiny, by describing himself as a glowworm.

If the ideas that I have were all generated by others I may have a new synthesis, perhaps, but that is a form of words and doesn’t seem to get at what is actuating me.

The effect on our thinking is only clear up to a point. We usually know it when we experience, say, grief, or love. We can sometimes detect when in the throes of such feeling a slight ache in the region of our hearts; or when we, rarely enough hopefully, are prey to fury and can ‘see red’; is that inner vision or a counterpart of blood rising behind our eyes in what seems to us a mist? I feel sensation in my body, even when at my quietest. Do you? We are observing what is going on but as to understanding it, that is an elusive kettle of fish.

It is the sensation of who we are that, arguably and in large part, demarcates us as individuals. Part of it is ascribable to the sensations in our body. Part of it is the thoughts we have. How to describe it? Is it a thing that could or should be rendered into words? ‘Render unto Caesar that which is Caesar’s, and to the Lord that which is His.

Most of us think, probably rightly, that we are individuals in our own sentient right. An accentuation or a slight difference here and there does not seem to satisfactorily account for genuine individuality. As A.A. Milne (1882-1956) wrote: ‘The things that make me different are the things that make me.’

Maybe we were ‘thinkers’ at the very start but then life overlaid this tendency?

Much was known within us from the start. Some people feel that they have had that experience. It is a factor that leads some to think that our destiny is written in large measure by the time we come to this earth. Roy Maunder quotes his late father, aged 80ish, saying: ‘There is something about me that has never changed!’ It is an observation that, to some people, has a ring of truth that is verifiable through personal experience. Different experiences act on ‘that which is given’ but no similarity in description can guarantee that you or I feel exactly the same way. Perhaps the minor differences that separate your inmost reactions from mine are the hallmark of individuality? If so, we are the same as one another for most if not necessarily all purposes. Digression: People inject their own prejudices into objective sounding words. This en passant happens with institutions as well; the language of communiqués, apparently arrived at with a deliberation said to characterise an English court of law, often mask the agendas of contributors. The truth may not be the whole truth even if it is nothing but the truth. Even lawyers attained to this understanding though their focus was not on metaphysical subjects. As said above, by roundabout routes can we reach right thinking. In a more attenuated and spiritual way, do we take the line of Romana Mahashe ‘You will recover your true nature as unconditioned life, if the idea I am the body dies’. Is the bedrock of our individuality devoid of physicality, much as in the opening lines of John Wyndham’s ‘Consider Her Ways’ ?: ‘There was nothing but myself. I hung in a timeless, spaceless, forceless void that was neither light, nor dark. I had entity, but no form; awareness, but no senses; mind, but no memory. I wondered, is this…this nothingness – my soul? And it seemed that I had wondered that always, and should go on wondering it for ever…’
What, if anything, is unique about me? Is it just my personality, as distinct from my ‘soul’ or spirit? Take away the bodily urges, drives, the ambitions, and pare us down to our essentials, and what do we find? What are we? What is ‘I’? We may think differently from one another while using the same language? To Bishop Berkeley, an ‘Immaterialist’, ‘Reality’ consisted of ‘spirits, minds, souls with notions and perceptions’ as well as sensations like taste and sound. Peter Cave writes: ‘Are all to be explained by neurological changes within, If so, are we not betting that electrical impulses and chemical signals being so patterned that when we engage with shapes on paper and sounds from mouths, we encounter things that ‘make sense’? Mr and Mrs Average are what we are in terms of the mental and physical apparatus that is a birthright or ‘a given’. We might do our best to improve on the model but even an ability and will to do so is to some extent part of the ‘given’, the bodies as well as the minds grafted into us before we had choice in the matter – though some say that, for instance, one chooses one’s parents, a claim in one simple sentence that embodies a huge amount of underlying philosophy whether or not verbalised. Some aspects of our being appear to us as quintessentially identifiable with who we feel and think - below the level of how we normally present ourselves to others, or to even ourselves. They might not be, for the most part, the obvious circumstantial indicators of our self-image. A certain way of lying in bed, for instance, may induce in someone the homely feeling that this is our True North; the way we lay abed as a child. It is like a homecoming to ourselves, whatever the world can throw at us. Or it may be that we crank up and identify with our physical attributes to so great a degree that we see our physique as integral to our self-perspective, an extension and a part of ‘who we really are’. We may see advantageous or disadvantageous physiques which ‘came with the package’ as being such a key to our persona that we identify ourselves fully with them or alternatively we may rise above the chance gifts. Raquel Welsh, the sultry sex bomb, spoke of the blossoming of her bosom, so tantalising to testosterone-fuelled manhood, as when ‘the equipment’ arrived. Was it ‘her’ or that which she could usefully employ? People for the most part seem not to reflect on this conundrum and so it is more likely to become an integral part of their psyche.
The tales of ghosts and extraordinary messages via Mediums may be an illustration that we are in some way tethered to our lives as we live them, or have lived them, on this planet. In a putative afterlife, according to some, we will be untrammelled by the physical irks that mark our course in life. Ghosts - if there is something in the many tales of sightings - may be an instance of the inexpressible and unmaterial being made visible, almost tangible. Ghostly phenomena may show how we - or a part of us - are shackled in some way to our own small compass on earth even when we leave our mortal life? That idea can have a ring to it that personal experience rather than logic might make persuasive? One might feel, say, that the energies or life force of those who loved us when they were alive are engaged with us on an ongoing basis, as from a powering source, even if they are not physically here? There can be things that we have ‘known’ within us that predate the reasons for thinking that way?
A natural break: The cartoon below might be seen by David Hume, the philosopher, as servicing his concern that he sometimes found philosophy difficult as ‘cheerfulness would keep breaking in.’

Digression: The fact that we cannot see or reach certain concepts does not mean that they do not exist. Bertrand Russell’s hypothesised teapot that orbits the sun might have been too small to be seen but ‘Absence of evidence’ does not mean ‘Evidence of absence.’

Have we lost touch with deeper nature through an overlay of ‘sophisticated’ culture?

A stern Cartesian thinker who only holds with what we can see and touch may have little to with what is below.

Past thinkers, even if without the tools of knowledge at modern disposal, could anticipate such counter-intuitive situations as where past, present and future are mixed up. The chorus in Oedipus at Colonus singled out for blessing those who have never been born.

Some who make a study of particularly Eastern traditions believe that we return after life on earth to a universal spirit that is aside from corporeal identity altogether.

Lao Tsu in the 6th or 5th century BC felt that human beings do not stand apart from the natural surroundings. Nature is one unified whole. A few differences in language, but the basic idea is much the same.

Why must remote tribal people be in closer touch than urban man with their nature, as some people assume? They do have the time and opportunity to commune with Nature and no need to grapple with our computerised society. They may be closer to one aspect of their nature than us. Does that make their nature more authentic than ours, more recognisably at one with Nature? The spirituality of a Western spiritual retreat from the everyday world by those who see a need for it may reflect about what is going on in the deeps of our nature as much as living one’s life in Nature. It may be begging the question to say that the insights of Tribal Man unlike those of Urban Man are not blurred by the decoy of rational thought. Rationality is part of man’s nature as well. An ‘outsight’ - to coin a neologism - is not to weigh all human abilities in the balance. How far does the concentration of a ‘tribal man’ on what is ‘within him’ - according to reports that he may see it with the plant-based aids that after experiment over long periods of time are said to produce inner truth, They may stopper his properly accessing realms of, say, his own personalised inspiration and creativity? There are two views on that. The world of the mystic and the tribalist, both less affected by ‘rationalist thinking’, may have much in common. Some people in the West go on drugs to find themselves or take Allen Ginsberg’s advice: ‘Follow your inner moonlight; don't hide the madness.

Digression: Some people into cultist meditation, especially if they are following a wish rather than being suited by temperament to the objective - may try too hard to reach enlightenment. The mere fact of trying to attain a Nirvana-like state in such a way may lead them to overlook what is in front of their eyes.

If one tries to uplift oneself to realms ethereal, can one plausibly believe that one somehow can shed the physical apparatus that makes one hum along in life all but unconscious of a billion ‘piston-hammers’ that makes the bodily ‘machine’ tick?

There are those who think that, when we are in deep and dreamless sleep, we are part of a shared identity rather than individualised vessels. Are we individual on the surface but can be ‘likened to different glass jars that are all lit from the same sun’, as Roy Maunder thinks. Is this metaphor valid and, if so, are we individualised only by the different shapes of the ‘jar’?

One answer is to the question of who we are, au fond, is that we are in essentially in that zone, that sub-conscious, that wellspring, which is driving us – a fertile zone in which are creativities and imagination. We cannot explain these abilities and have to rest content with their parallels or explanations in spheres like physics and biology.

Wherein lies the root, or root cause, of our impulsions? Can we know what it is, other than seeing it is there? Knowledge, and knowing, are different. The observer of oneself, which is oneself, is not all of oneself. What is the trigger within the author of this piece that has loosed off these words? It presumably has been working all the time, cocked for action. At any moment, though not conscious of it per se directly, but aware as if a third party might be aware, it is clear that there is a vast hinterland of memories, etc. We ‘know’ the exhilaration of doing what we are born to do. In a less obtrusive way, we feel we know when something seems right to us.

It is said that in poetry is a kernel of what we are in a spiritual sense. Allusiveness is all; a poet might get closer to what is our essence. In the realm of vague longings and feelings, here is Shelley, in Adonais:

The One remains, the many change and pass,
Heaven’s light forever shines, Earths shadows fly;
Life, like a dome of many colour’d glass,
Stains the white radiance of Eternity.

The elliptical or allusive way we come by our knowledge of these matters was overtly stated by Kierkegaard: ‘the most important truths cannot be communicated directly.’

Lao Tsu says: ‘I do not know its name. I call it Tao.’ There was an apocryphal hippy who with much effort and high hopes went to Tibet to meet a wise seer, only to be told life is ‘like a fountain’. This story has many variants; life for instance can be ‘like a big fish’. The formula implies that the secret of life is clothed in enigma but of great depth. Maybe the simple fact is that we don’t like to admit where the boundary of language ends and the world of deep meaning begins? Neither ‘existence’ nor ‘essence’ can be pinned down meaningfully other than in the form of a roundabout linguistic way.

Here are some lines from Hemal Jayasuriya that can be found in the Institute of Reflection.

In the evening sky. Dining Philosophers get up
Restlessly stride up and down corridors, loiter
Around, unable to know the deeps
Of Mind and Consciousness driving them, now, for
Two thousand years.

Where is the area spiritually within us where the happening is taking place?

How can we think afresh, or clearly, about the core of our being?

We are multi-dimensional and, if so, there can be more than one heart in the makeup of what we are.

There is this potential within us that we know is there and is only activated at certain times under certain stimuli. It is the doing of it, the results of seed growth, not the seed itself, the vast hinterland, about which we are particularly conscious.

What is it that conveys an ‘essence’?

A recording of a few words, or an ornament, or a garment might call to mind the essence of a personality, that part of a ‘soul’ that encapsulates a perception of someone from the perspective of an onlooker. It may be the feeling that is remembered as opposed to a particular event or episode.
Digression: When things go pear-shaped in a relationship or a history the sharp cut with what went before serves to throw a backward light on the story of how lives were lived up till that point. A Civil War throws into sharp relief the largely disregarded previous norms of life that were taken for granted at the time in question. They are etched into memory by ensuing upheaval and more likely to be retrievable at any time than a chance memory that comes to one through a sudden association of ideas but which, otherwise, might seem entirely forgotten.
Past thinkers, even if without the tools of knowledge at modern disposal, could anticipate such counter-intuitive situations as where past, present and future are mixed up. The chorus in Oedipus at Colonus singled out for blessing those who have never been born. We here run into a related problem courtesy of recent hypothesising: the ‘observer is part of the observed’. It is theory instanced by Schrӧdinger’s Cat, and whether it is alive or dead depending whether its cage is opened up for inspection.

Some would argue that all this proves is that Herr Schrӧdinger is an optimist.

G.E. Moore, with an aim of pinning things down to reality, looked askance at the idealism of his lecturer, McTaggart, who believed in ‘time being unreal’.

“Are you telling me. Jack, that I didn’t have my breakfast before I had my lunch?”

What could G.E. Moore say to the quantum physicist of today who maintains that time is an illusion tailor-made for man, no doubt an excellent framework for human experience but not reality, objectively speaking, other than as seen by much of humankind. On this reading, the future and past may be imbedded in the present.

We can allow for different perspectives and there invariably is more than one way of looking at things. As Spinoza put it: ‘The curved glass from one side as convex, from the other it is concave. God could not be conceived as separate from the natural world. around us.’ It is not just a matter of thinking …thoughts. When to totally go along with feelings, intuition or a hunch? Most theories sit better through being considered. When does a trance or brown study - by any other name - stop, and true inspiration begin? What do we see pr what will we find ‘in’ ourselves? Is it that which we would wish to face?

What can we think we can be sure about?

Many of the ideas to which we cleave can be junked so as to ground our thinking on that about which we can be pretty much sure. We aim for certainty but it so often is a crying for the moon. Spoiled children are told that ‘I want, doesn’t get!’ There is much to be said for being sure, provided one can be sure about what we think is sure, even if invariably there are exceptions to the rule. It’s like people who tell you: ‘I know what you mean’. What they mean is that they think that they understand, an error that merits the rejoinder: ‘I wish I was as sure of any one thing as you are of everything!’ Nothing need be sacred to a man who takes the bold path of questing after truth, none of the sanctities of religion, or morality, or…you name it. G.E. Moore, the Cambridge philosopher, and others of his feather made a positive fetish about trying to establish that about which we can be sure. Is there an ironical Deity ‘up there’ mocking their labours. Here is Descartes on much the same point: ‘I was struck by the large number of falsehoods I accepted as true in my childhood, and by the highly doubtful nature of the whole edifice that I had subsequently based on them. I realised that it was necessary, once in the course of my life, to demolish everything completely and start again right from the fundamentals if I wanted to establish anything at all in the sciences that was stable and likely to last.’ There are enough ‘deities’ competing for our loyalty.

Concepts are at one of the hearts of the matter.

The language of rationality can only go so far, it seems. Probing deeper mysteries was not its’ primary purpose. It presumably evolved partly to help enable man to face challenges of a practical nature rather than plumb the mysterious deeps.
Concepts can be are tried and tested but circumstances can be new can upend them. There is hardly a concept that is not subject to challenge. We need concepts even if wrong as a starting point. We can get rid of them after due thought, as a ladder can be thrown down after use.

There is no prescription for how to comport ourselves in the world, let alone a mental construct that seems on view which can takes us to a clear understanding about the underlying substance that makes us walk, talk and think. In the Old Testament, even the Deity only appears in a cloud.

There is rarely a ‘one size fits all’ straitjacket. Why presuming on anything much being 100% right or 100% wrong. A driver in our way of thinking is a misplaced ‘binary approach’; as in he is ‘a good actor’; she is ‘a bad politician’. We know and we too easily forget that almost always there is a grey area.

If we are a Jain, say, we may think long and hard before treading on a bee. All life, to us, is sacred. What about a Jain who believes in the transmigration of souls from some previous incarnation? One might be treading on the earthly reincarnation of Hitler and feel that he deserves the crunch! There is no end of suchlike examples: if, say, you believe like William Blackstone that ‘it is better than ten guilty men go free than one innocent suffer’, it may land you in hot water with utilitarians. Is Jeremy Bentham’s ‘greatest happiness of the greatest number’ a rule of thumb for the best society? That way, the mire beckons.

The same words can be used to describe each of our experiences but that does not prove that you and I undergo the same sensations. Our own lives assign different weights and meanings to even the simplest concepts.

People speak of ‘Daddy’, say, but the word can mean something so different to an abused child than to loved ones.

How to define our need to share with one another?

Try defining that strand, or indeed any other strand, within our psychic being! We can be sure of what it is, and that it is ‘there’, and our shared nature enables us to see it in others, but …try defining it. We fight shy of trying to define this oddity, knowing in advance that it will defy our best efforts to do so even though we take it as read. It helps blind us to the oddity of a phenomenon that is, once again, a familiar part of our thinking.

A caution: Proceed with care if we have confidence in our opinions. We can stand tall on our judgments but, equally, the heavy weight of public censure may make us liable to feelings of doubt when doing so. Careful thought can damp the tide of our insecurity, and back up our opinions with ‘Strength through carefulness’.

A digression: Given this common humanity of ours, we might take pride in Artificial Intelligence? True, it might be subject to misuse, like all inventions. It has come out of communal endeavour. Picture the relief we might feel on an alien planet faced by some monster of the outer deep on beholding a robot riding to our rescue.

Familiarity breeds contempt

There can be a great deal of truth in platitudes, wise old saws but, by familiarity, we tend to skate over their valuable insights. ‘Familiarity breeds contempt!’ We are so familiar with ourselves, as well as platitudes, that we are inclined to treat our very being with irreverence. The truth does not have to dazzle. It may be homely.

Familiarity with oddness makes oddness familiar. It is a perspective of Gurdjieff in ‘Beelzebub's Tales to His Grandson’. The protagonist struggles with the bizarreness of most human customs. How would they look to an extraterrestrial parachuted onto planet earth without the baggage of hand-me-downs in conventions and concepts, sayings and mantras, by which we live our lives?

Is there one truth or system that is sufficient to explain the Mystery?

The philosopher, Avicenna, who lived in Bukhara in the tenth century, sought a way of unifying all our explanations of the world. And Schopenhauer later wrote:

‘To repeat the whole nature of the world abstractly, universally and distinctly in concepts, and thus to store up, as it were, a reflected image of it in permanent concepts always at the command of reason; this and nothing else is philosophy.’
This theory - the uncharitable might say - begins in seriousness but can end in the farce implied in the title of Julian Barnes’ ‘A History of the World in Ten and a Half Chapters’.

To reiterate: There can be more than one heart in the makeup of what we are, and what is. We are multi-dimensional.

We build on what we have experienced. Experience and heredity, nature and nurture, chronologically come first. It is ground much forked over by philosophers. Jean-Paul Sartre put it: ‘Existence precedes essence’, an approach also of Joseph Hume:

‘What can we make of our belief that physical objects exist when we lack experiences? What can we make of the continuing self?
What is the ‘I’, the self, when I have memories of what ‘I’ did?’

Our existence is ‘who we are’ is a starting point from which much follows.

What does that really tell us? Is it a neat form of words with which we swaddle what is an unknowable riddle to give us the comfort that we have somehow penetrated to the nub of a question when in reality we have only defined that which it isn’t.

Some philosophers like Hanah Arendt start from a basic truth: we are what we are.

Inheritance determines our actions and thinking, alongside choices we have made and the lessons we have been taught. A check list of influences helps us form a neat table of what we are but it is only representational. It does not get to the bottom of it. One of the reasons that we would like to know more about these matters is that words may satisfy an impulse within us toward ...neatness. Neatness and the wish for freedom are among categories in a framework, or labels, that cover a polyglot of jostling ideas. It may be salutary to make a list of the ‘drives’ within us that fuel our curiosity about such matters, but it would still just be ‘about’ what makes us tick.

We quaff the bromide of words and, philosophers aside, even don’t always ask of them that they are as precise, let alone helpful, as they seem. Further, an answer may be more of a question; a ‘solution’ more tangled that the initial conundrum. Language here might mirror the confusing world in which we live.

An observation: We no doubt knew much if not all of this, whether or not we put it into words. Did we stop to think how very strange it is? From whatever point of the compass one approaches this riddle of who we are, and how much of an individual any of us are, we come up against the same sort of buffer. Everything may be subordinated to the passion or the thinking of the moment, or our dominant characteristic at a given time. I am aware of the compulsion under which I act. It is allied to my state of awareness. What lies behind all this?
A digression: In the last phase of our lives, one perhaps can more easily make sense of the pattern of what it has all been about. In Hegel’s words: ‘the owl of Minerva takes flight at the coming of dusk!’ And in this twilight zone which may be a happy time - ‘the Lord walked abroad in the cool of the evening’ - one’s memory goes back most strongly to an early phase in our life when we were formulating our character and ambitions. In Laurence Binyon’s words: ‘They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old: / Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.’

It is reminiscent of the tightrope that devout Christians can walk when considering whether salvation might be the due of a non-Christian who acts in a Christian way.

Philosophy comes in many guises

Having the right attitude to life is a basic sine qua non.

Philosophy is everywhere if you keep your eyes open.

As seen, we do not have to have tested all arguments and counter-arguments and their ramifications to arrive at the right path. A concentration on it as a chosen subject may render one less inclined to look for philosophy in other mediums.

It is often the ideas behind the action that have been the prime mover in progress, or at least change. In ‘Making the Weather’, Sir Vernon Bogdanor analyses the effect that six politicians had on the Britain’s body politic, none of whom held the highest offices of state. The idea can be found in Shelley’s view of ‘poets being the unacknowledged legislators of the world’. There is a chapter in ‘In a Dangerous Field’, the story of the European-Atlantic Group, where the speeches of illustrious politicians are filleted for their philosophies in life. Nuggets are buried in discourses about politics. Here is General John Galvin talking about NATO in 1987:

‘I remind you of the words of the Greek philosopher, Heraclites; ’An invisible bond is stronger than a visible one.’

Iris Murdoch and Simone de Beauvoir have their place in the world of philosophy but thought of themselves primarily as novelists.

We are entitled to ask ourselves the key questions in life and to arrive at our best conclusions. We are entitled to revisit our prejudices. We may have made up our minds but we should always keep an open mind. Carruthers, in Childers’ novel, had made up his mind about the mother-in-law of his friend but then, on considering his view, saw her in a different light though she was acting much as he had always known her:

‘I saw strength (where before I had seen) obstinacy, courage (where before I had seen) recklessness.’

Knowledge that we do not fully know, in the deepest sense, so much, is at the root of some of the earliest thinking. A seemly humility is rightly enjoined on us. Peter Cave - whose work ‘How to Think Like a Philosopher’ is a major text for the thinking in this piece - observes:

‘Sometimes we may know things that we did not know we knew. In both cases there is value in reflecting, thinking further, and even trying things out.’

We understand things in a way that we do not fully comprehend.

The Obvious or the Known sometimes repays thinking about.

Are we closer to uncovering anything meaningful if we consider the following words of Wittgenstein?

‘The solution of the riddle of life is that space and time lie outside space and time.’

It might seem that a truth has been speared, a riddle solved, allowing us to feel satisfied on a cursory glance. Or is it a clever-clever formula, a catch-all label, for an idea that is fundamentally beyond us, especially given that Wittgenstein was writing before people in the main drew conclusions from the opacities of quantum science? Does his ‘solution’ guide us to a purportedly safe harbour in any but the sense Alice B. Toklas had in mind: ‘When you have got there, there is no there there!’

Are we being drawn into little more than a semantic game that even players do not see that they are playing? Bertrand Russell once said of Wittgenstein’s philosophy that it ‘became at best a slight help to lexicographer.’ We are given no end of words, analogies. In Alan Jay Lerner’s My Fair Lady a lady unrequited in love sings: ‘All I get is words, words, words! …SHOW me!’ In that ditty what in part miffs this lady, played by Julie Andrews, is the English attitude of not showing emotion that goes hand-in-hand with a typical British reticence about giving tongue to deeper thought.

Is there, on the other hand, something wise abut Wittgenstein’s formula? We should ideally arrive at an understanding in our own way, having first acquired sufficient of the facts on which to make some sort of judgement. Speculation about the eternal verities, in terms of purpose, is primarily a quest for an understanding rather than an academic discipline. If so, perhaps we can rest content with justifiable generality.

Sometimes, bypassing bright perceptive thinking, consciousness allows nuggets or gristle to drop into our deeps. We absorb them into that deep reservoir or library in our minds which consciousness is constantly referencing. They become part of us. Perhaps not the very deepest part.

A digression: So much that is brought out into the light had its growth in the dark. The so-called Dark Ages in Europe are now being seen in some quarters as the fomenting ground of all that came later. In cosmological terms, Robert Hazen writing recently for the Templeton Foundation, is among scientists who are proponents of ‘Evolution before life’. This refers to ‘a universal chemical evolution that spans billions of years and comprises all possible space in the universe. This hypothesis argues that life emerged gradually as molecules evolved from simplicity to complexity, undergoing selections until reaching biological functions.’ 

Perhaps what might helpfully scratch at the surface of the question is some sort of explanation of why we might not be able to answer the question. We’ll ‘feel better’ if we can understand something at least of why we can’t understand.

What can we learn about ourselves from the animal world?

Animals display many of the same drives as people. A mouse shows signs of cardiac arrest on being tossed about by a dog; look at the pleasure evinced by a purring cat, observe an insect struggling to be free of a spiders’ web; missing most obviously in a ‘lower animal’ is the self-conscious ability to talk. Mouse, cat and insect know what is going on but do not rationalise, so we presume, as do we. Perhaps we are only one notch further up on an Awareness scale; we too know what is ‘going on’ but do not have sufficiently sophisticated linguistic tools to describe it?

Experiments seem to show that when chimpanzees in the northern hemisphere have learned a trick taught them by animal behaviourists, then chimps in the southern hemisphere suddenly show a tendency to perform the same trick. This argues for there being a Communal Mind into which we can all tap. It lessens any claim we might make as regards our uniqueness, save in a relatively superficial sense.

‘We all have different pieces of that infinite puzzle called reality and we should put them together to make sense of it.’

The Lord is said to have regard for the meanest of creatures: ‘the fall of a sparrow is a significant event.’ It is an example of how the scriptures - in metaphor at least - have a reality in a sphere of morality as well as eternality. Humankind produced by enlarge much the same read-out on the fundamentals of life as well as the small change of everyday interactions whenever it has been situated. In the ancient world, without means of communication across the globe, humankind reaches out towards a sublime Being, a creator albeit imperfectly understanding this Source.

The itch to resolve the question about the riddle/s of life is still there.

Perhaps Plato had the right metaphor in his image of the cave inside which sits an immured dweller who can never get out. He sees the wavery silhouette of flames on the wall but doesn’t actually know what is fire. It is all very fine to take pot guesses at it but a soupçon of humility is in order before jumping to hard and fast conclusions.

Even saying that we might have ‘lost touch’ with our deepest roots or selves, or our view on these questions, may be a hand-me-down from what we have read or heard.

No one knows a person better than he knows himself – ‘to understand a man you have to walk a mile in his moccasins’ – but that does not mean he knows himself well or that we can capture inmost thoughts in a neat set of precepts. This is despite apparently a near universal wish to have a framework to cover our sense of selfhood and to find our way around this strange labyrinth that is the world. It is a far cry from the rationalist way of getting through our quotidian lives.

So many philosophers, divines and ordinary people seek to explain the profound mystery by reference to a Power Above, whether it may be one of the prophets of traditional religion or New Age views exalting ‘Nature’ or ‘Energy’. In Spinoza, reality is fundamentally derived from God but also Nature. Einstein, once asked if he believed in God, responded that he ‘believed in Spinoza’s God’. The Great Architect of the Universe’, in Masonic terminology, has many guises. How are we to do other than worship in our own way through acceptable allegory; the Buddhist under the Sri Lankan Bo Tree may never have heard of Christ; an Eskimo in his igloo may be ignorant of Buddha. How and why are they responsible for backsliding from a true Faith when so much does not have rationality as its fundamental bedrock?

You may be a mere human but, as is said in ‘Desiderata’:

‘You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars. You have a right to be here.’

Let us descend from these heights to some other ideas that have been the staple of much philosophical thought. In the words of Kant: ‘Two things fill the mind with ever new and increasing admiration and awe the more often and steadily we reflect on them: the starry heavens above and the moral law within me.’ We start with a gaze at the heavens. What thoughts surround you if you contemplate the vastness and peculiarity of the universe? Is it more facts supplied by the researchers, or a handle on the mystery of it all?

In ‘The Machine Stops’ by H.G. Wells, a dweller in one of the identical homes that cover the globe must leave home - not a normal thing to do in the story - and fly to the other side of the world. In the course of this flight, a mountain range is seen through the plane’s porthole. After a cursory gaze the traveller asks for the blinds to be drawn, commenting “I’m not getting any ideas!” Is it new ideas that should come to mind, or a sense of wonder at the immensities of an alien landscape? We surely won’t be able to understand the panorama to the extent that it yields up the secrets of the universe - but some ideas are bound to present themselves.

We cannot be a part of anything that is not in the universe. There are billions of cells in each of us, more than all the plants and stars in the cosmos, scientists say. A vast blow-up picture of the smallest nano cells of matter within us reveal coral-like plants waving gently as if in the sea; save that they are in ordered, almost geometric lines or files. There is nothing recognisably ‘human’ there.

All this immensity and the tininess by comparison of myself! But, then, a planet cast adrift in a colossal firmament is also tiny. A world unto itself it may be but everything is relative.  Two ways of looking at the situation, neither exclusive.  A planet to itself may seem vast, and so, too, you and I.  We are worlds unto ourselves

We ‘stand on the shoulders of the Greats’. How much we have learned from the scientific community! An accumulation of facts has served us well; we know for instance that the earth is not at the centre of the solar system let alone the universe. We have an inkling of how much there is still to discover, for instance the import of Dark Matter. But the great mystery at the heart of it all remains. The fact that we don’t have final conclusions and may or may not ever have them doesn’t mean that the questing should stop. As some thinkers and believers in the Afterlife might say: ‘While there is death, there is hope.’

A speculation: Are we mini replicas, hologrammatic, of the universe? If so, we might as well train a microscope at ourselves rather than a Webb or Hubble telescope at the further reaches of the physical universe if we want to see into the essence that is behind it. If we want to know what Being created us, we can consult our own thinking. Yet we do not even know what is our own essence. We can describe the biological system of inception but that does not mean we understand it from within.

Is this just an analogy to help us try and make sense of a world which we are unable to do because we have not been granted the apparatus of sufficient outreach by the five senses? Even the next world without the hindrance of our limited physical apparatus might have us stumped, to go by a Wittgenstein dictum: ‘Is this eternal life not as enigmatic as our present one?

Scientists test theories, shake phials, perform mathematical prodigies, a metaphoric towel round their eggheads, awe-inspiring work, grounded in reality.  We are still back to ‘What is ‘reality’? We are reliant on allusion, if not illusion; we must hang our hat on ellipsis rather than a solid hat stand. Some scientists see it. NASA didn’t send up a poet to the moon simply to rid planet earth of a noodle-head!  We wish to understand more of the mystery yet, how even to define the mystery?

We can say of the Bard that he didn’t exalt his homily up far enough into the vaults of the cosmos when putting into Hamlet’s mouth: ‘There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, / Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.

Lucretius, in the1st century, might stand in contention for coming up with that cod aphorism:

‘Look back at the eternity that has passed before we were born and mark how utterly it counts to us as nothing. This is a mirror that Nature holds up to us, in which we may see the time that shall be after we are dead. Is there anything terrifying in the sight – anything depressing – anything that is not more restful and the soundest sleep?’

Why think about philosophy? A practical purpose of philosophy: How should we live our lives.

Some would say that this question is the only useful purpose of philosophy.

I may believe my chosen formulae, my vade mecum in life, but the processes of critical thinking can kick in. I am left, if I am honest - an acid test - with a belief that I can conclude that none, or not much, of it is factual. It is all a matter for probability not certainty. In this, the underlying mystery is like so much in life. One feels that even Hamlet’s ‘Horatio’ could mock anyone for supposing that they meaningfully can think of the explanation about such a grandiose spectacle as even what actuates the humblest creature on earth.

Raphael painted ‘The School of Athens’; central are Plato, his arm pointing upwards, symbolically at the heavens, with Aristotle whose arm is pointing toward us, suggestive of our earthly concerns.

Aristotle is one philosopher who was concerned about how we live lives. There are many pointers from the Ivory Towers, but whether of Babel or Academe, they often are not on the same hymn sheet.

It is a tall order in this whistle-stop tour d’horizon to presume to instruct people on how to live their lives; anyone who tries to do so risks an imputation that there is an egoist or didact in them trying to get out. As one contemplates from one’s lofty eerie… ….NO! That is not the right start. One would do better to adopt the Socratic approach, that of a ‘gadfly’ which challenges prevailing assumptions in the hope that the best ideas survive a stinging.

A brief look at some of the concepts we are inclined to take as a sort of gospel

In novels there is often philosophising if one is flexed to sniff it out. An example of a by-way that can reveal truths is a throwaway line in ‘The Riddle of the Sands’, an early twentieth century novel by Erskine Childers. Among all the rubric on nautical knowhow and the derring-do of an enthusiastic patriot there is a shaft of illumination like ‘the patient fates have crooked methods.’ Who knows what road will lead to the right destination?

‘Though the change was radical its full growth was slow. It was here and now that it took its birth.’

To thoroughly enjoy a good meal, one needs not just food but a good appetite; in law one does not need just the Actus reus for a crime to be committed but also the Mens rea. Erskine Childers’ character, Carruthers, sees that what he needs is the right mind-set to endure roughing it on a storm-tossed little boat and actively sets to work to encourage it:

Bernie Cornfield in the ‘seventies would encourage ‘Lombards’ - an acronym for ‘Loads of Money but a right dickhead’ - with the exhortation: ‘Do you sincerely want to be rich?’ An advertiser would ‘fail to feel his flaccid genitals stir’ - to employ a phrase used by an oversexed theatrical producer when turning down a script - at the challenge of ‘Do you sincerely want to be rounded?’ But a rounded person is more likely to have the right perspective on his life than his or her more angularly shaped cousin.

Maybe, as many people think, what matters is how we comport ourselves to one another?

It is probably a good rule of thumb to think ‘why not make the best decisions and reach the best conclusions that we can at whatever stage in life we have reached?’ What can haunt us is a regret that we sis not give the alternatives genuine consideration. Josephine at 99 says in ‘Personal Credos’ in the Institute of Reflection: ‘When the rain comes it is no good wishing for it to stop, one should accept it.’ Unschooled in English erudition, she had a deep understanding. She said that one should aim to get ‘a taste’ of things. She got to the pith. She did not need to intellectually buttress her theory by ‘Quietism’. Its definition according to Wikipedia:

‘Philosophers believe that philosophy has no positive thesis to contribute; rather, it defuses confusions in the linguistic and conceptual frameworks of other subjects, including non-quietist philosophy. For quietists, advancing knowledge or settling debates (particularly those between realists and non-realists) is not the job of philosophy, rather philosophy should liberate the mind by diagnosing confusing concepts.’

Josephine may not have read Schopenhauer but her thinking was straight.

Who knows what inscrutable purposes if any there may be in our fates? Terrible, or so it seems, to think Abraham Lincoln’s life was cut short by an assassin’s bullet. Only now, with advanced medical techniques, do we know that he was not destined to be long for this life, given his underlying medical conditions such as venereal disease. Would President Kennedy have retained his ‘Camelot’ reputation if his life had not been cut short? What damage could Princess Di have inflicted on the Royal family if she had cemented her tie to the El Fayed family? Would John Lennon have remained a revered Beatle if he had been vouchsafed the time to persevere in his commentating on the Middle East? And so on…

To accept what comes and to not rail unnecessarily against it; we should accept that which we cannot affect – after having first made sure that indeed is the case. Thinking through what we can think about is a key way to get our thinking – from which action springs – in order.

How sure can we be of hand-me-down set of precepts by which we live our lives?

The overarching concepts by which society is ordered.

A few examples only can be cited here I relation to a question that would take up the shelves of several libraries to do it justice. Let us look at Machiavelli: How often has a country leader soothed a conscience by reference to the fact that a ‘Prince’ can have no truck with ordinary norms of behaviour. Affairs of State require hard-headed grappling with realities. This shibboleth should be challenged. Why has morality no part to play in a State as it does elsewhere? Brickbats flung at politicians are often on grounds of insensibility to ordinary codes of decency but seem to have little traction save as benchmarks to which expedience might require a nod in their direction. In the short term, dishonesty may pay off but what of the longer view? No one has yet seen fit to write a history with right-thinking morality as the touchstone of evaluation of statesmen’s records. This is a field day awaiting a historian, if he can be found. Dr Johnson might have thought that ‘Patriotism is the last refuge of the scoundrel’ but his was a minority view in the days of ‘My country, right or wrong.’ It still is thought of as a comment on decent patriotism rather than a comment about scoundrels. Founding examples had much effect on generations of followers. Machiavelli would have had high praise for success, little aware of long shadows cast through history.

Examples of how morality should be the same for leaders as for the led:

Peter the Great of Russia is thought great. He enlarged the territory of his empire. Did a man or woman in his vast realms became the happier for it, aside from his venal cronies? More incriminating is the fact Peter had his very own private torture chamber constructed in every new Palace that he built. The horror of it! Look at Russia today. His example seems to have permeated through the air the body politic there breathes, with cowed acceptance of repression and misrule.

Take Afghanistan, the ‘graveyard of Empires’. Clever, brave Afghans massacred the entire 20,000 strong garrison of British troops in 1842, the worst defeat suffered by the British army that century. Is that so? How clever and brave were the Afghans? They gave Governor MacNaughton free conduct through the Kyber Pass if the British laid down their arms. His troops were sitting ducks, picked off one by one from behind cover. A reversal of the honour code, to put it mildly. What sort of a country is Afghanistan today under the Taliban? Decent mores of conduct have been blasted by behaviour that won its independence. To repeat, an ‘example seems to have permeated through the air the body politic breathes’. Would it not have been better in the long run to set greater store by gentlemanly conduct?

The same goes for religions. The founder of Christianity was meek and mild - save if affronted by Pharisees at the Temple. His example coloured his followers’ behaviour. Buddha gave away his Kingdom, arguably outdoing in Christian conduct even Jesus Christ who in material terms had nothing much to give away. Buddhist and Hindu temples sit side by side and no discord arises between the two Faiths. And then, what is the picture of life where followers of the successful warrior, the Prophet hold swat?

This is hardly the place to start an inspection of what all the philosophers have had to say about how to live lives but one or two further examples may give pause for thought – and a Pause for Thought is one of the goals of reflection.

Take John Stuart Mill, in the words of Peter Cave:

‘Utilitarianism is consequentialist: ultimately what I morally ought to do depends on the eventual outcomes and the morally desirable outcomes are those of the greatest happiness of the greatest number.’

Whither led the happiness of the greatest number? Sshhh! One does not want to decry capitalism in these pages.

We are in favour of giving people free speech. Has Soren Kierkegaard a valid point to make when he says:

‘People demand free speech as a compensation for free thought, which they never use.’

Which are the nostrums to which we choose to cleave?

Listen to any sermon in church on Sunday and then on Monday at the office; ask how much in common do the prescriptions overlap if one is seeking to become a CEO. One might be forgiven for thinking that the CEO would do better than study a charter for sociopaths.

Or take two of the best-known prescriptions of how to live one’s life, ‘Desiderata’ and Kipling’s ‘If’. Read separately they make such sense. Compared, one might be left wondering how one can keep hold of two poles so apart.
The fact that we can choose how to live our lives doesn’t mean we can take pot luck or that we are rightly excused the opportunity we all have, to greater or lesser extent, of getting it as right as we can.

I’m going into a session of Reflection. Best to discard what is sometimes described as ‘chimp talk’, namely ideas tumbling over themselves in our thinking.

On looking over what is written below, I’m struck at how many of the ideas are only a recapitulation of what has been going on in my mind, things I’ve been thinking about, as are detailed in the above piece.

I’m in a session of Contemplation.  I intend for this to be a ‘stream of association’ noting thoughts and ideas as they come. Maybe, rather like language, one is expecting a to freeze a moment in time, rather like a photo.  This may be something to do with the way we like to neatly order experiences so that there can be a static record, to which one can return, even though life as it is lived is more fluid, dynamic.  Can we freeze an essence of a thought-process or sensation in time?  What is on paper will be lifeless unless we care to breathe into it our memory of this moment. If nothing else, it must be representational; the actual experience won’t be relived unless a mood takes one in that direction. Fluidity congeals fast enough. A flash of inspiration, once taken up, takes its place in the bank of memory and goals and loses its ‘abracadabra’ effect. I’m trying to analyse the flow of my experience right now as if a I’m a third party looking on or, ideally, looking in.  The brain activity sits easily enough with my mood.  Is that a gentle fizz I feel in my cranium as I’m alive to what is going on or is it imagination, a wish-fulfilment born of expectation? I’m not in pain nor bored, and while this thought occurs to me, I recall that Schopenhauer thought that: ’The two enemies of human happiness are pain and boredom.’ Memory must be playing a part in my thinking. How did the wish to pin down this Contemplation to a record of it originate?  Was it, originally, do with a wish for self-protection?  One needs to be flexed for what an outsider might say to one. Lin Yutan is good on the way that the overcrowded Chinese live their lives in constant awareness, maybe apprehension, of what others around them think. This is a moment of peace, where I can, as far as possible, consult my own thoughts and needs.  Perhaps though I am half-‘speaking’ to an anonymous reader of these lines? It is not just myself that is in the frame of what is going on.  Now - again, is it imagination?  - I feel as if the blood is coursing through my veins.  This tells me that I’m alert to the moment. Odds and ends of past thinking, and scraps of information, keep occurring to me.  Are they relevant to my observing myself quietly?  The remark of Roy’s father, for instance, that ‘there is something about me that never changed’ throughout his life.  It rings true. But even back then when I was a little boy, I could have some of the disturbing sensations that lay waiting if triggered by certain circumstances. This feeling that I have, now, is the same feeling of being the individual ‘me’ that I have always had when I have moments to myself, and allowed myself to contemplate my life.  Maybe this is a playing out of an idea that I had when as a little boy I had a photo taken of myself that I thought then would be with me later in life and I could look back on my younger self.  My feeling now when I look at this photo is that I can remember clearly what I was thinking back then, a grown-up thought. To an observer I look like just another little boy. One of the touchstones of my personal belief system - a constant refrain, perhaps self-brain-washing - is that what goes seemingly wrong at the time may, in reality, be for the best after all. This oasis of peace, it is reassuring.  I rediscover for myself a quiet bedrock of my nature to which I gravitate. That is how I’d like to think of it. The fact that it is the middle of the night may help, tiredness closing down hyper-activeness. All in all, this period is a relief to me.  There is no need to try and decouple myself from who I am and aim for some Empyrean in which I can ‘levitate’. It is the twilight zone when ‘emotion recollected in tranquillity’ – again a phrase that I absorbed at some time in the past gives the point to my general idea.  There’s a poem by Winnifred Emma May, known as Patience Strong, about the quiet period after a lifetime’s struggle.

SHIP OF HOPE

May the winds of fortune blow
Your dream-ship safely home,
O’er the hidden rocks that lie
Beneath the rolling foam.
Laden with the things for which you’ve
Waited, worked and tried.
May you ship of Hope come home
Upon the evening tide

It seems as if there has been no time during a busy life to do this ‘project’. There were goals to be achieved but there was always an idea au fond of how it would look to me afterwards   There seemed hardly any time during a busy life when I could allow myself the simple pleasure of this sort of moment; there was a concern that if I rested on my laurels, the end result might turn out differently from the story about myself that I was writing in my mind at that moment; behind that was the idea of how it would look to me afterwards when I, or it, came to the reckoning. It is outside of myself, my sensation and feeling at this moment, but not too far outside myself. This period is within grasp without training, and it is natural. This quiet period is enough for me to be armed against the all but sharp or inconvenient disturbances.  The feeling of being satisfied enters into the mix; this is a relief, and applies equally to this moment when I can be free of expectations especially by others and, taking a long view, look back briefly at what I have done in my life. I can think of what I achieved, and that which was in me to accomplish, and say without pride but with pleasure that I did it.  It reminds me what Mrs Thatcher once said: ‘The most satisfying feeling is at the end of a day when I have had everything to do, and I’ve done it.’  There is this drive within me - and all of us? - towards neatness and order.  Admixed in this is the wish to round things up.  Order was one of the lodestars for Descartes who aimed to create a well-ordered mind, a tranquillity, overcoming the mind’s illnesses. ‘There are pleasures in contemplating the truth, there can be contentment once we realise that we have psychological freedom to overcome any distresses.’ (NB This quotation was added after the writing up was finished.) It is as if I’m writing and thinking of an extension of myself, rather than myself as such, rather like a motorist can engage gears and so on without consciously telling himself to perform this or that function.  This is my True North, I think at the moment, a time when I am most myself.  If everything goes pear-shaped in my life, I will be able to think that there was a moment, one that might return, when I could be at peace with myself.  Josephine would say: ‘Today we eat!’, a comment on being satisfied and that one can be content.  It won’t be long, no doubt, before I’m back to my more normal mode of being flexed for what might happen from the world outside.  In this we have more in common with the animal world that we often care to think; animals are constantly alert for something that might come in and disturb their restfulness.  Look at a bird, always active, yet a creature that has a nest.  Part of my current feeling is that of cosiness. I feel embosomed as if in a blanket though I’m sitting up.  It calls to mind a video or film I once saw of a sweet, comforting homestead, and then …a monster appears.  But right now, I feel cosy and know what it is to feel cosy though it is a feeling that I cannot describe in the way I can put my thoughts and language to paper.  I’d like the security of knowing that I have at least put to paper as authentically as I can the thought and feeling of this quiet period.  It is partly the satisfaction of having written up a description so that it won’t be lost to one, a script to which one can return.  Another impulsion is that I feel the wish to report what is going on in my mind at this moment. For who?  It doesn’t seem to matter except that it is for myself, and to tell myself that there are safe berths in this life.  It is like being in the eye of the storm – save that it isn’t a storm, unless one looks on all of our lifetime in that light.  All of what I have written was waiting ‘there’ in me, ready to be unearthed.  We like to build a home, a nest, which is another urge, an urge to construct.  Julia (a friend) once said that there are two types of people, builders and the destroyers.  If that is so, I doubt whether the destroyer type could be enjoying such a moment as this as much as I do.  He would want to up and ‘doing’.  The building I’m here constructing is of ideas, then ideas come in and feed off the first ideas till, eventually, I can get to write this piece.  This, I venture to think, has been brain activity supported by a balanced mood

An example of intellectual reflection brought to bear on ruminative reflection

Rumination, here, begins with a contemplation of the immensity of the universe. It is a subject whose interest-value arguably is fuelled more by curiosity than by the different types of emotion that can pump up reflection, whether intellectual or ruminative.

There is the vastness of the cosmos. And there is me, titchy by comparison. But am I not a world unto myself? There are billions almost without number of cells in my body as there are the planets in the universe, more even, incredibly so, say some scientists. Neuron infrastructure and the rest of what is in our bodies vies in complexity with what is in Space. A planet ‘to itself’ may be vast and so too, myself. Are there two ways of seeing the situation, neither exclusive? Is it all according to perspective?

‘Ruminative reflection’ can go on to follow this path: Perhaps, as often said these days, our intuitions bespeak our being in touch with a form of higher consciousness? We come from the stars. Is the cosmos comparable to a human being and, if we want to understand the cosmos, is it in any way a feasible idea to start by looking at, and inside, ourselves, as much as by training the Webb Space Telescope at the heavens? Just perhaps, something in our origins and our innate being may have their parallel in the universe and its formation? Speculation perhaps, and more will follow, but…

Then comes intellectual reflection, which is very different. We are curious about the data, What of the facts on which we can base our thinking? Aristotle was among the first to see that we should bring common sense beliefs to look at a topic and tidy up evidence about the data.

We are reliant on the hard work of brilliant people to know as much as we think we do about the cosmos. These by enlarge are not ideas that we could think up unaided for ourselves. How do we know - if not following astrophysics - that the moon is 238.555 miles away? The earth may not be flat ‘as a pancake’ given the mountain ranges but do we check it out, ruler in hand?

What do we make of what we are told about the mind-blowing phenomena in Space? Do some things seem odd in the current view of the Cosmos? If so, what are they?

The scientific community is venerated. Do we dare raise an eyebrow at some of its theories? Genius at experiment and marvels of technology involve separate exercises from making deductions on the findings. Scientists particularly may be fascinated by what they discover, true, but even they often aren’t of one mind.

Curiosity awakened, we can consult, for instance, an impressive tour d’horizon in ‘New Scientist’s Essential guide to TIME: Adventures in the fourth dimension’ (Guide No 19, a wonderful summation of impressive work done about this frontier of discovery.

We can think for ourselves. Pack for this magical mystery tour of ‘intellectual reflection’ John Thorn’s advice to ‘show a healthy disrespect for the printed word’ - and perhaps a flask of brandy.

Did Einstein say this given the deniable fact that 92.5% of all statistics are invented at the time of utterance, including this one?’ writes Dan Remenyl.

Western philosophers were very sceptical about intuition as a means to acquire knowledge or to use it as a form of philosophical debate given that it did not appear to have sufficient objectivity. Bergson who made it a central platform of his philosophy changed philosophy for a while and was considered an important philosopher for about 10 years. Then his star fell and the same distrust came about. Recently again he has been going through a Renaissance especially amongst French thinkers.’, writes Nigel Jackson.

Those wishing to pursue the following subject should consult scientific tracts.


PROPOSITION A: THE BIG BANG

The Big Bang is thought to be the start of time and of space. In the beginning, it exploded out of nothing then rapidly expanded… When our space-time was less than a second old, this expansion accelerated faster than the speed of light of cosmic acceleration for a very brief moment, a percentage of a second with 40 zeros after the decimal, an exponential rate of increase (with mould on a loaf, what is a little bit because a lot very quickly)…The early universe can be tested by deciphering the cosmic microwave background radiation, the flood of light released 380,000 years after the Big Bang…The only thing that can violate the universal speed limit is space-time. (ibid).

QUERIES ON PROPOSITION A:

  • Something surely must have been there before that starting point even if we do not know what it was. To quote Shakespeare in King Lear: ‘Nothing can come out of nothing!’
  • If space-time isn’t entirely understood, how do we know that it can’t violate universal speed?
  • A dissentient scientist: ‘Paul Steinhardt replaces the big bang with a big bounce and a cyclic universe.’ (ibid)
  • A percentage of a second with 40 zeros after the decimal? That seems to be of an accuracy so extraordinary that one would feel more confident in the statistic if the word ‘estimated’ was added? The magnitude of the power exuded in such a minute fraction of time is so mind-bogging that one might be inclined to think it is entirely beyond present human comprehension
  • The testing of the early universe as described above is indubitably a highly impressive exercise. How much of the multifarious features that must have characterised the early universe can be deduced from this observation?

PROPOSITION B: TIME DILATION

Bob sets up 2 pulses of lift to each end of the carriage. What he sees is that they hit the walls simultaneously, but this is not what Alice - an observer affected by the fact that the train has moved forward - sees from the platform.

If observers who move relative to one another cannot agree on the simultaneity of events they cannot agree on the measurement of time.

Exposition: What we think is that we are stationary but in reality we are all compared to an observer outside the planet… To Alice, the light-pulse travels a longer path than if the train is stationery. The speed of light is a constant so the time taken for one tick of the moving clock of Bob is longer according to Alice. According to Relativity Bob can make the same calculation but he regards the train as at rest – so he infers that the clock on the platform is running slow. The readings of the clocks ‘at the same instant’ can’t be compared until we decide what the same instant means; Bob and Alice think differently about it.

Example of testing: Christian Lisdat of the National Metrology Institute of Germany put a strontium atomic clock on a moving trailer with rubber dampers to mitigate (is that enough?) vibrations, climate control to stabiilise temperature, and measurements were taken in French mountains and in low-lying Turin. A year in the Alps was shown to be 84 nanoseconds longer in Turin. Tobias Boulder in 2023 in Colorado stacked hundreds of thousands of strontium atoms in a vertical stack I

QUERIES ON PROPOSITION B:

  • The measurement of time, is surely what scientists can’t agree on, not time itself.
  • Is the acid test of whether or not a thing exists is that ‘it can be measured’? One cannot accurately measure for instance an emotion but it may exist.
  • The variation in speed may result from earth-bound factors not galactic ones?

PROPOSITION C: COSMOLOGICAL TIME DILATION

Time seems to have ticked more slowly when the universe was young. Light from ancient cosmic events travel increasingly longer distances to reach earth. Those events seem to unfold more slowly than an event here and now. Anyone around at the start would have seen time evolving normally

Exposition: Around 7 billion years ago an event appears to evolve at 60% of the speed we see today. In 2023 Geraint Lewis at Sydney University … detected a more extreme version earlier. They looked at 190 quasars, (objects at the centre of some galaxies - a supermassive black hole surrounded by a disc of hot plasma that spits out high energy particles) … The earliest quasar about 1 billion years after the start of the universe appears to run five times more slowly that quasars from today.

QUERIES ON PROPOSITION C:

  • The speed of time in these examples ‘appears’ to us to be running more slowly but this may only be a consequence of our particular vantage point.
  • Why is the speed of the quasar/s at the start of the universe said to be the same as that of subsequent quasars? It is a good hypothesis, not more.
  • If time was ‘evolving normally’ at the start, does this beg the whole question?
  • This is the tiniest of tiny differences. Need a tiny wrinkle like this affect the overall picture save in an academic sense?

PROPOSITION D: PERCEIVING TIME

Most of us can estimate time passing with amazing precision thanks to a complex network of neural mechanisms; perhaps we even create the arrow of time in our heads. Our bodies keep track of time unconsciously too – which contributes to our perception of time slowing down or speeding up

Exposition: In the absence of clocks, schedules or calendars our bodies still march to the beat of internal timekeepers called circadian (in the suprachiasmatic nucleus which relies on pendulum-like oscillations inside proteins to keep us in synch with the sun rhythms.) A connection to the spinning of earth on its axis that ensure that biological processes occur at the right time of day or night. Various organs work optimally at certain times, the way we respond to medicines etc – are our bodies operating in time with the physical world. Light hits specialised cells on the retinas of our eyes that send signals about the time of day to a master clock in the brain – it regulates a multitude of clocks in cells and organs throughout the body. ‘Place cells’ mark where in a spatial environment an animal is. If an animal walks in a linear tunnel, place cells fire in a linear line. Time cells do something similar but for the passage of time. At an event, ie a dinner party or movie, the brain recognises this as a specific or notable chunk of time, what neuroscientists call an ‘episode’. The subjective experience of time may depend on how many episodes one is creating.

To track the passing of time we may also need ‘ramping cells.’ Time cells wait till it is their turn to fire, a ramping cell will fire intensely to mark the beginning of an episode, then gradually slow down. So…the brain combines information from place cells about where an event is happening and sensory information about what is going on…then add in the time and ramping cell activity, and the brain puts all the information into the appropriate time frame. It’s packaged into episodic memories and stored allowing us to perceive the temporal order of our lives.
But there may be other rhythms. Theta rhythms – waves of brain activity that oscillate at around 4 to 8 hertz – may timestamp activities, depending on where within the wave they occur…there is one model proposed in which theta oscillations are happening in multiple places in the hippocampus and where other neurons fire relative to this wave. Some researchers believe that the brain can tell time without time and ramping cells.

QUERIES ON PROPOSITION D:

  • This all seems an excellent way of mapping what is going on in our bodies and their extraordinary complexity. Is there an overriding query about whether all this fundamentally ‘explains’ what is going on? Are the above factors the result of something else? For instance, is there an actuating spirit in each of us? Are the above-given factors the physiological markings of this?
  • ‘In synch with the sun’ – why is it in synch with just the sun? Surely this internal time clock, assuming it exists as an independent variable, is in synch with other cosmological bodies?
  • An observation: ‘A ramping cell will fire intensely to mark the beginning of an episode, then gradually slow down.’ If we come from the stars, is the above-described process comparable to the order of the universe speeding up exponentially?
  • The range of possible, seemingly contradictory explanations given implies that each explanation must remain for the time being as only a hypothesis.
  • An animal - examples are given - may perceive time as passing at a different rate from human beings. Insects can live for just a day, a lifetime for them. Time being perceived by man in a way that suits man can be understood as having a subjective dimension on grounds of common sense.

PROPOSITION E: CAUSE AND EFFECT IN THE QUANTUM REALM

The lack of straightforward cause and effect in the quantum mechanical world muddles our understanding of how time works in the smallest realm.
Predicting the way a glass will shatter is easier than the process in reverse. Can objects be in two different states at the same time? Cause and effect doesn’t exist in the Quantum world; an object can be in two separate states at the same time.
Exposition: Quantum superposition (is defined) as an object being in two different states at the same time… In 2012 it was proposed that the temporal sequence of two events, just like the positions of a particle or the path it took, could also exist in superposition. Thus the arrow of time could have abrupt kinks in its trajectory. A Viennese University professor, Herr Walther, saw a photon pass through two gates, A & B, but it was impossible to tell which it went through first. This might hold true for causality. The idea that the present can influence the past is ‘retrocausality’ – follows from superposition
General Relativity doesn’t sit easily with quantum mechanics. General Relativity is a set of equations that describe the way classical objects are affected by gravity. The 3 dimensions of space and the 4th dimension of space are part of the same entity, woven into pace-time. Hence space-time bends around large masses. Time slows down when objects move close to the speed of light. Anything that concerns the dynamics of things larger than an individual particle.
Quantum mechanics by contrast shows that atoms and sub-atomic particles are governed by the other three fundamental forces of nature, the electromagnetic force and the strong and weak nuclear forces. Partciles can appear to be in two places at the same time, information passing between them even though they may be separated by large distances.
Particles can seem affected by events that happen in their future.

QUERIES ON PROPOSITION E:

  • An observation: Retro-causality: the present can influence the past. It opens up an area of speculation that is hardly touched on in this account. It may be a way of explaining the circularity of time and the hypothesis mentioned above that surprising things that one felt keenly at an early phase of one’s life may hove into significance in the light of subsequent events.
  • What might be true of the smallest realms doesn’t necessarily make it true of all other realms? Why because an observation happens at a nano-level does it have to hold good at a cosmic scale level? Why must there be just one such law governing all creation?
  • This is of relevance to the ‘Schrodinger’s Cat’ conundrum (the mere fact of inspecting whether a cat inside a sealed box is dead or alive can alter its fate). The observer interferes with the observed. This may be logical given the results of ‘entanglement’ - whereby a particle might be in two places at the same time - but is the cat just a sum total of its’ particles?
  • Two entangled particles might at different times exhibit the same phenomena, but why does it necessarily mean that one is able to affect the past by seeing a future event? In some contexts, that seems a possible outcome. What holds good with particles may not invariably apply to human stories?
  • ‘Quantum superposition: an object can be in two different states at the same time.’ That surely doesn’t mean it cannot be in one state as well as the other. Why does the situation have to be perceived in a binary manner?
  • If ‘the temporal sequence of two events also can exist in superposition, the arrow of time could have abrupt kinks in its trajectory.’ That doesn’t prove that time actually can go ‘backward’?
  • Note the words ‘might’ and ‘hypothetical’ and the sentences ‘the experiment was tricky and the device had to be built in such a way that until the very end you cannot know or extract which was the result. ,,,,It is hypothetical that a photon fired near a planet with a strong gravitation pull which would cause nearby clocks to slow so one would get the photon before the start time’ They are the giveaway that we are in the further realms of hypothesis. It is admitted that testing the theory mentioned properly is not at present possible.
  • Why is what holds good with particles – in particular the ‘retroactive causality’ - invariably apply to human stories? Is it going too far to claim on the basis of this theory, however well attested, that the future can retroactively influence the past?

PROPOSITION F: STEPHEN HAWKINGS’ FINAL THEOREM

Why is the universe just right for life to arise? Twiddle ever so slightly with any of the numerous laws of physics and habitability would often hang in the balance.
All that there is to know about the interior of Black Holes can be encrypted on their event horizon surface. Maldacena saw the universe like a hologram. A system of entangled particles located on a surface may contain within it all the information of a higher-dimensional cosmos with gravity and curved space-time. Einstein’s theory of gravity works with quantum theory. History itself is hologrammatically encrypted – in the dimension of time that holographically pops out. Time emerges in the ex post facto manner, contingent on the present. It’s not the laws that are fundamental but their capacity to change.
Exposition (a): It seems that some properties of physical laws were not carved in stone but could be the accidental outcome of the particular manner in which the early universe cooled after the big bang. Random transitions, so it there perhaps more than one universe? (p 74). Maybe there is a multiverse – an enormous inflating space with a variegated patch work of universe, each with its own big bang, leading to its own local physical laws.
Exposition (b): The Higgs boson (it weighs as much as 133 protons – this is a 100 million billion times lighter than what many physicists would consider a natural mass) couples to other particles of matter and so imbues them with mass, which adds to the Higg’s own matter, so one would expect it to be far weightier. The unbearable lightness of the Higgs is critical for life. Higgs keeps electrons, protons, neutrons etc and light as well, and this ensure that DNA, proteins and cells don’t collapse under the force of gravity.
Exposition (c): consider the expansion of the universe. In 1998 cosmologists discovered that the expansion of space has been accelerating for about 5 billion years. Because of Vacuum Energy, predicted by Quantum theory BUT the density of vacuum energy seems to be 10 x 120 times lower than expected of the theory. If the vacuum energy density of the universe were just a tad larger, however, its repulsive effect would be stronger and acceleration would have kicked in much earlier. This would have meant that matter was so sparsely distributed that it couldn’t clump together to forms stars and galaxies.
Hawking is not happy with a multiverse: ‘We are not angels who view the universe from the outside’. Multiverse cosmology needs ‘metalaws’ governing all the universes, but they don’t specify in which of the habitable universes we are supposed to be in. Without a rule that relates the metalaws of the multiverse to the local laws within our universe, there is a spiral of paradoxes.

QUERIES ON PROPOSITION F:

  • Hawking’s question makes sense. What is odd is the fact that none of Hawkins’ collaborators teachers had appeared to ask the question ‘Why is the universe the way it is?’
  • Hawkins’ doubts about a Multiverse seem likewise grounded. That there could be an infinity of universes each spinning off every nano-second, defies our credulity in what is more than just a typical counter-intuitive way that these theories sometimes have.
  • ‘Without a rule that relates the metalaws of the multiverse to the local laws within our universe, there is a spiral of paradoxes’ - It is not just the fact that we don’t have this convenient rulebook that renders the idea way beyond comprehension.
  • It is hard to see how all information that lies within an ‘event’ like a black hole can be deduced from what is on the surface; several facets or features no doubt, but that the entire interior can be gauged by its surface seems prima facie a bridge too far?

PROPOSITION G: Re: The expansion of the universe

In 1998 cosmologists discovered that the expansion of space has been accelerating for about 5 billion years.
Exposition: Because of Vacuum Energy, predicted by Quantum theory BUT the density of vacuum energy seems to be 10 x 120 times lower than expected of the theory. If the vacuum energy density of the universe were just a tad larger, however, its repulsive effect would be stronger and acceleration would have kicked in much earlier. This would have meant that matter was so sparsely distributed that it couldn’t clump together to forms stars and galaxies.

QUERY ON PROPOSITION G:
Why, when the universe is apparently 14.5 billion years old has it been accelerating for ‘only’ 5 billion years?

PROPOSITION H: Molecular Clocks

‘ticks using vibrations of strontium that could be used to test Einstein’s theory of relativity or search for forces that have yet to be described’.

QUERY ON PROPOSITION H:

  • It is an admission that scientists are aware that there are forces yet to be described.
  • The second law of thermodynamics may state that in a closed system (nothing goes in or out) entropy will always increase, with entropy being the measure of a system’s thermal energy per unit that is unavailable for doing useful work. To assume of a state like the entire cosmos that it is a closed system is begging one fundamental question: is the cosmos a closed system for any purpose other than making our theories about it sound neat?
  • Or take ‘entropy’, a concept associated with a state of disorder, randomness, or uncertainty: to get from there to the idea that: ’the degradation of the matter and energy in the universe (will be) to an ultimate state of inert uniformity.’ may need so much unpacking that the packaging itself may obscure our gaze on what we can perceive as the reality

Back to Ruminative reflection

A kaleidoscope of staggering facts has been unfurled if we retain the faculty of wonder.

So much that we do not understand or can interpret with certainty about the cosmos! But then we ourselves, conscious beings, do not know what is our own essence. A soul, or our essence, is not able to render itself in language or be properly understood but yet there it is - if it is - actually inside of us, and we still don’t know what it is.
Like the cosmos, we came into being from nothing. We can see stages in which we came into existence but cannot unpack the mystery of the origin of semen or womb. Much as we can analyse the birth process for our understanding, we did not create it.

If a particle can be in two places at the same time - a mystery we can hardly hope to fully comprehend - and the same applies to atomic parts of planets as to us, it seems from this and other evidence that there is an interconnected system including us, and we are at least in part the stuff of stars. A key to fathom some mysteries in the cosmos may be closer at hand than astronomers currently think, namely in our own bodies?


Ruminative Reflection itself can need to relax from active to passive mode. This subtle change can be observed when one falls back onto tried and tested formulae such as:
On a particular day one can hear a great message of wisdom and it could have no meaning to one at all. The mind might not be tuned into that appropriate wavelength at that particular time. On another day the same message could change one’s life.

Hamlet’s homily that ‘there are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy’ has been overshadowed by an exponential increase in knowledge. We should take on board how much more we do not know that was not even suspected at the time Shakespeare was writing. If we consider all the questions, this journey may be more important than the arrival at a state of total knowledge about everything. Our perspective on our lives our attitude about our place in the universe and what is important in life, as we don’t know it, may have shifted towards reality - if that is of relevance…

Reflection Represented in Figurine Form

We recognise someone in a pose of reflection though Reflection is not characterised by a specific genre in representational form, notwithstanding Rodin’s ‘Thinker’. That sculpture was perhaps the first time that attention in the arts was directed towards the posture of reflection per se.

Reflection tends to be overlooked through familiarity. We can treat it in a cavalier way. We might not pay much attention to someone given over to reflection and might just suppose that they are staring ‘vacantly’ into space.
Below is a montage of figurines showing subjects in a ruminative state of Reflection.

Beneath the pictures is a companion piece of quotations. These words of wisdom also may be familiar but, again, it is rare to find them gathered together under one heading, that of Reflection.

'La Penseuse' (French female Thinker)

Modern art 'Thinker' by Tolleck Winner

A caricature of Einstein who wrote ‘I never made one of my discoveries through the process of rational thinking’

What celebrated people say about reflection

Contemplation seems to be about the only luxury, the greatest reward, that costs nothing. - Dodie Smith
People think about reflection even if their thoughts are not docketed in a single mainstream ‘subject’. It may not be easy to find a category on a bookshelf entitled ‘What people think about reflection’. That is a comment on the communal focus of conscious minds. The fact of the matter may be different. People like a publicly celebrated authority figure to dress up worthwhile sayings but in truth we all can have our say in our democratic times and we can all learn from each other. That said, many are the thoughts and sayings of celebrated people about aspects of reflection….: Reflection doesn’t take anything away from decisiveness, from being a person of action. In fact it generates the inner toughness that you need to be an effective person of action. Think of leadership as the sum of two vectors, competence (your specialty, your skills your know-how) and your and authenticity (your identity, your character, your attitude) - Peter Koestenbaum
Ultimately knowledge in martial art means simply self-knowledge. It can become intelligible only in the vigorous and constant process of self-inquiry and self-discovery. - Bruce Lee
It’s our mind which forces our self to do positive activities and also negative activities. So first learn to control your mind then automatically you will start doing positive activities which will result in a discussion of different great ideas.- Zeeshan Talib
We can … go beyond mere opinions and so-called common sense conclusions. One must learn to be a skilful scientist and not accept anything at all. Everything must be seen though one’s own microscope and one has to reach one’s own conclusions in one’s own way. Until we do that there is no saviour, no guru, no blessings and no guidance could be of any help - Chögyam Trungpa
The evolution of man is the evolution of his consciousness, and “consciousness” cannot evolve unconsciously. The evolution of man is the evolution of his will and “will” cannot evolve involuntarily. - Gurdjieff
If you feel drawn to solitude, give yourself complete permission to go in that direction. We need silence and beauty to re-connect with the spiritual side of ourselves. The world is a noisy place, as is the mind. The spiritual journey is not about developing more and more beliefs and opinions. Rather, it is about shedding away our beliefs and preconceived notions about reality in order to have the True Nature of things revealed to us. This requires radical self-honesty and humility. The truly wise understand the limitations of the intellect and seek to go beyond it rather than refining it. - Beau Norton (PerfectlyatPeace.com)
Develop the heart. Too much energy in your country is spent in developing the mind instead of the mind instead of the heart. Develop the heart. - Dalai Lama
We are only falsehood, duplicity, contradiction; we both conceal and disguise ourselves from ourselves. - Blaise Pascal
To refuse to recognise any part of reality is to confuse our vision of the whole, and to make ourselves incapable of the redemptory action which the world requires. - Dame Rebecca West
If you are losing your leisure, look out!... it may be that you are losing your soul. - Virginia Woolf
In order to improve the mind, we ought less to learn, than to contemplate. - Rene Descartes
Progress is not achieved by luck or accident, but by working on yourself daily - Epictetus

What can we be sure of?

By J. Glass Preamble Leaving aside such hoary pensées as that of Descartes’, ‘I think therefore I am’, how much of the world can we know from our own observation? How aware of how reliant are we on the work of others? How do we know - if not an astrophysicist - that the moon is 238.555 miles away? The earth may not be flat ‘as a pancake’ given the mountain ranges but do we check it out, ruler in hand? We ‘stand on the shoulders of the Greats’ but don’t throw a wobbly even though we believe that politicos or prelates not of our pet persuasion have feet of clay. Rather we think they often seem to sprout a third foot just to soak up excess terracotta! Not so the scientific community; it is venerated. Can we raise an eyebrow at some theories though it is the scientists who thrive on these puzzles? If one pipes up with a query about science, one at least can be emboldened by the fact that scientists often aren’t of one mind. Some things seem odd in the current view of the Cosmos. An impressive tour d’horizon in ‘New Scientist’s Essential guide to TIME: Adventures in the fourth dimension’ (Guide No 19) plumbs deep mysteries. It is a wonderful summation of where we are at in this scientific frontier of discovery. Scientists test theories, shake phials, perform mathematical prodigies, a metaphoric towel round their eggheads, awe-inspiring work, grounded in reality. What is ‘reality’? NASA didn’t send up a poet to the moon simply to rid planet earth of a noodle-head. It is a worthwhile goal to try and find out as much as we can about our place in the world. The exercise of considering these issues en passant may give us perspective on our lives. Pack for this magical mystery tour John Thorn’s advice to ‘show a healthy disrespect for the printed word’ and perhaps a flask of double brandy. When measurements are taken, observations docketed, and complicated maths unveiled, why allow just scientists a say on the significance of cosmological findings?
What Is below is a nibbling at the edges by someone trying to come to grips with a world beyond his scientific understanding. Those interested to pursue in depth the questions that arise should consult scientific tracts on the subject/s. Some queries below would seem to pack more punch than others.
PROPOSITION A: THE BIG BANG The Big Bang is thought to be the start of time and of space. In the beginning, it exploded out of nothing then rapidly expanded… When our space-time was less than a second old, this expansion accelerated faster than the speed of light of cosmic acceleration for a very brief moment, a percentage of a second with 40 zeros after the decimal, an exponential rate of increase (with mould on a loaf, what is a little bit because a lot very quickly)…The early universe can be tested by deciphering the cosmic microwave background radiation, the flood of light released 380,000 years after the Big Bang…The only thing that can violate the universal speed limit is space-time. (ibid). QUERIES ON PROPOSITION A:
  • Something surely must have been there before that starting point even if we do not know what it was. To quote Shakespeare in King Lear: ‘Nothing can come out of nothing!’
  • If space-time isn’t entirely understood, how do we know that it can’t violate universal speed?
  • A dissentient scientist: ‘Paul Steinhardt replaces the big bang with a big bounce and a cyclic universe.’ (ibid)
  • A percentage of a second with 40 zeros after the decimal? That seems to be of an accuracy so extraordinary that one would feel more confident in the statistic if the word ‘estimated’ was added? The magnitude of the power exuded in such a minute fraction of time is so mind-bogging that one might be inclined to think it is entirely beyond present human comprehension
  • The testing of the early universe as described above is indubitably a highly impressive exercise. How much of the multifarious features that must have characterised the early universe can be deduced from this observation?
  • PROPOSITION B: TIME DILATION Bob sets up 2 pulses of lift to each end of the carriage. What he sees is that they hit the walls simultaneously, but this is not what Alice - an observer affected by the fact that the train has moved forward - sees from the platform. If observers who move relative to one another cannot agree on the simultaneity of events they cannot agree on the measurement of time. Exposition: What we think is that we are stationary but in reality we are all compared to an observer outside the planet… To Alice, the light-pulse travels a longer path than if the train is stationery. The speed of light is a constant so the time taken for one tick of the moving clock of Bob is longer according to Alice. According to Relativity Bob can make the same calculation but he regards the train as at rest – so he infers that the clock on the platform is running slow. The readings of the clocks ‘at the same instant’ can’t be compared until we decide what the same instant means; Bob and Alice think differently about it. Example of testing: Christian Lisdat of the National Metrology Institute of Germany put a strontium atomic clock on a moving trailer with rubber dampers to mitigate (is that enough?) vibrations, climate control to stabiilise temperature, and measurements were taken in French mountains and in low-lying Turin. A year in the Alps was shown to be 84 nanoseconds longer in Turin. Tobias Boulder in 2023 in Colorado stacked hundreds of thousands of strontium atoms in a vertical stack I QUERIES ON PROPOSITION B:
  • The measurement of time, is surely what scientists can’t agree on, not time itself.
  • Is the acid test of whether or not a thing exists is that ‘it can be measured’? One cannot accurately measure for instance an emotion but it may exist.
  • The variation in speed may result from earth factors not galactic ones?
  • PROPOSITION C: COSMOLOGICAL TIME DILATION Time seems to have ticked more slowly when the universe was young. Light from ancient cosmic events travel increasingly longer distances to reach earth. Those events seem to unfold more slowly than an event here and now. Anyone around at the start would have seen time evolving normally Exposition: Around 7 billion years ago an event appears to evolve at 60% of the speed we see today. In 2023 Geraint Lewis at Sydney University … detected a more extreme version earlier. They looked at 190 quasars, (objects at the centre of some galaxies - a supermassive black hole surrounded by a disc of hot plasma that spits out high energy particles) … The earliest quasar about 1 billion years after the start of the universe appears to run five times more slowly that quasars from today. QUERIES ON PROPOSITION C:
  • The speed of time in these examples ‘appears’ to us to be running more slowly but this may only be a consequence of our particular vantage point.
  • Why is the speed of the quasar/s at the start of the universe said to be the same as that of subsequent quasars? It is a good hypothesis, not more.
  • If time was ‘evolving normally’ at the start, does this beg the whole question?
  • This is the tiniest of tiny differences. Need a tiny wrinkle like this affect the overall picture save in an academic sense?
  • PROPOSITION D: PERCEIVING TIME Most of us can estimate time passing with amazing precision thanks to a complex network of neural mechanisms; perhaps we even create the arrow of time in our heads. Our bodies keep track of time unconsciously too – which contributes to our perception of time slowing down or speeding up Exposition: In the absence of clocks, schedules or calendars our bodies still march to the beat of internal timekeepers called circadian (in the suprachiasmatic nucleus which relies on pendulum-like oscillations inside proteins to keep us in synch with the sun rhythms.) A connection to the spinning of earth on its axis that ensure that biological processes occur at the right time of day or night. Various organs work optimally at certain times, the way we respond to medicines etc – are our bodies operating in time with the physical world. Light hits specialised cells on the retinas of our eyes that send signals about the time of day to a master clock in the brain – it regulates a multitude of clocks in cells and organs throughout the body. ‘Place cells’ mark where in a spatial environment an animal is. If an animal walks in a linear tunnel, place cells fire in a linear line. Time cells do something similar but for the passage of time. At an event, ie a dinner party or movie, the brain recognises this as a specific or notable chunk of time, what neuroscientists call an ‘episode’. The subjective experience of time may depend on how many episodes one is creating. To track the passing of time we may also need ‘ramping cells.’ Time cells wait till it is their turn to fire, a ramping cell will fire intensely to mark the beginning of an episode, then gradually slow down. So…the brain combines information from place cells about where an event is happening and sensory information about what is going on…then add in the time and ramping cell activity, and the brain puts all the information into the appropriate time frame. It’s packaged into episodic memories and stored allowing us to perceive the temporal order of our lives. But there may be other rhythms. Theta rhythms – waves of brain activity that oscillate at around 4 to 8 hertz – may timestamp activities, depending on where within the wave they occur…there is one model proposed in which theta oscillations are happening in multiple places in the hippocampus and where other neurons fire relative to this wave. Some researchers believe that the brain can tell time without time and ramping cells. QUERIES ON PROPOSITION D:
  • This all seems an excellent way of mapping what is going on in our bodies and their extraordinary complexity. Is there an overriding query about whether all this fundamentally ‘explains’ what is going on? Are the above factors the result of something else? For instance, is there an actuating spirit in each of us? Are the above-given factors the physiological markings of this?
  • ‘In synch with the sun’ – why is it in synch with just the sun? Surely this internal time clock, assuming it exists as an independent variable, is in synch with other cosmological bodies?
  • An observation: ‘A ramping cell will fire intensely to mark the beginning of an episode, then gradually slow down.’ If we come from the stars, is the above-described process comparable to the order of the universe speeding up exponentially?
  • The range of possible, seemingly contradictory explanations given implies that each explanation must remain for the time being as only a hypothesis.
  • An animal - examples are given - may perceive time as passing at a different rate from human beings. Insects can live for just a day, a lifetime for them. Time being perceived by man in a way that suits man can be understood as having a subjective dimension on grounds of common sense.
  • PROPOSITION E: CAUSE AND EFFECT IN THE QUANTUM REALM The lack of straightforward cause and effect in the quantum mechanical world muddles our understanding of how time works in the smallest realm. Predicting the way a glass will shatter is easier than the process in reverse. Can objects be in two different states at the same time? Cause and effect doesn’t exist in the Quantum world; an object can be in two separate states at the same time. Exposition: Quantum superposition (is defined) as an object being in two different states at the same time… In 2012 it was proposed that the temporal sequence of two events, just like the positions of a particle or the path it took, could also exist in superposition. Thus the arrow of time could have abrupt kinks in its trajectory. A Viennese University professor, Herr Walther, saw a photon pass through two gates, A & B, but it was impossible to tell which it went through first. This might hold true for causality. The idea that the present can influence the past is ‘retrocausality’ – follows from superposition General Relativity doesn’t sit easily with quantum mechanics. General Relativity is a set of equations that describe the way classical objects are affected by gravity. The 3 dimensions of space and the 4th dimension of space are part of the same entity, woven into pace-time. Hence space-time bends around large masses. Time slows down when objects move close to the speed of light. Anything that concerns the dynamics of things larger than an individual particle. Quantum mechanics by contrast shows that atoms and sub-atomic particles are governed by the other three fundamental forces of nature, the electromagnetic force and the strong and weak nuclear forces. Partciles can appear to be in two places at the same time, information passing between them even though they may be separated by large distances. Particles can seem affected by events that happen in their future. QUERIES ON PROPOSITION E:
  • An observation: Retro-causality: the present can influence the past. It opens up an area of speculation that is hardly touched on in this account. It may be a way of explaining the circularity of time and the hypothesis mentioned above that surprising things that one felt keenly at an early phase of one’s life may hove into significance in the light of subsequent events.
  • What might be true of the smallest realms doesn’t necessarily make it true of all other realms? Why because an observation happens at a nano-level does it have to hold good at a cosmic scale level? Why must there be just one such law governing all creation?
  • This is of relevance to the ‘Schrodinger’s Cat’ conundrum (the mere fact of inspecting whether a cat inside a sealed box is dead or alive can alter its fate). The observer interferes with the observed. This may be logical given the results of ‘entanglement’ - whereby a particle might be in two places at the same time - but is the cat just a sum total of its’ particles?
  • ‘Quantum superposition: an object can be in two different states at the same time.’ That surely doesn’t mean it cannot be in one state as well as the other. Why does the situation have to be perceived in a binary manner?
  • If ‘the temporal sequence of two events also can exist in superposition, the arrow of time could have abrupt kinks in its trajectory.’ That doesn’t prove that time actually can go ‘backward’?
  • Two entangled particles might at different times exhibit the same phenomena, but why does it necessarily mean that one is able to affect the past by seeing a future event? In some contexts, that seems a possible outcome. What holds good with particles may not invariably apply to human stories?
  • Note the words ‘might’ and ‘hypothetical’ and the sentences ‘the experiment was tricky and the device had to be built in such a way that until the very end you cannot know or extract which was the result. ,,,,It is hypothetical that a photon fired near a planet with a strong gravitation pull which would cause nearby clocks to slow so one would get the photon before the start time’ They are the giveaway that we are in the further realms of hypothesis. It is admitted that testing the theory mentioned properly is not at present possible.
  • PROPOSITION F: STEPHEN HAWKINGS’ FINAL THEOREM Why is the universe just right for life to arise? Twiddle ever so slightly with any of the numerous laws of physics and habitability would often hang in the balance. All that there is to know about the interior of Black Holes can be encrypted on their event horizon surface. Maldacena saw the universe like a hologram. A system of entangled particles located on a surface may contain within it all the information of a higher-dimensional cosmos with gravity and curved space-time. Einstein’s theory of gravity works with quantum theory. History itself is hologrammatically encrypted – in the dimension of time that holographically pops out. Time emerges in the ex post facto manner, contingent on the present. It’s not the laws that are fundamental but their capacity to change. Exposition (a): It seems that some properties of physical laws were not carved in stone but could be the accidental outcome of the particular manner in which the early universe cooled after the big bang. Random transitions, so it there perhaps more than one universe? (p 74). Maybe there is a multiverse – an enormous inflating space with a variegated patch work of universe, each with its own big bang, leading to its own local physical laws. Exposition (b): The Higgs boson (it weighs as much as 133 protons – this is a 100 million billion times lighter than what many physicists would consider a natural mass) couples to other particles of matter and so imbues them with mass, which adds to the Higg’s own matter, so one would expect it to be far weightier. The unbearable lightness of the Higgs is critical for life. Higgs keeps electrons, protons, neutrons etc and light as well, and this ensure that DNA, proteins and cells don’t collapse under the force of gravity. Exposition (c): consider the expansion of the universe. In 1998 cosmologists discovered that the expansion of space has been accelerating for about 5 billion years. Because of Vacuum Energy, predicted by Quantum theory BUT the density of vacuum energy seems to be 10 x 120 times lower than expected of the theory. If the vacuum energy density of the universe were just a tad larger, however, its repulsive effect would be stronger and acceleration would have kicked in much earlier. This would have meant that matter was so sparsely distributed that it couldn’t clump together to forms stars and galaxies. Hawking is not happy with a multiverse: ‘We are not angels who view the universe from the outside’. Multiverse cosmology needs ‘metalaws’ governing all the universes, but they don’t specify in which of the habitable universes we are supposed to be in. Without a rule that relates the metalaws of the multiverse to the local laws within our universe, there is a spiral of paradoxes. QUERIES ON PROPOSITION F:
  • Hawking’s question makes sense. What is odd is the fact that none of Hawkins’ collaborators teachers had appeared to ask the question ‘Why is the universe the way it is?’
  • Hawkins’ doubts about a Multiverse seem likewise grounded. That there could be an infinity of universes each spinning off every nano-second, defies our credulity in what is more than just a typical counter-intuitive way that these theories sometimes have.
  • ‘Without a rule that relates the metalaws of the multiverse to the local laws within our universe, there is a spiral of paradoxes’ - It is not just the fact that we don’t have this convenient rulebook that renders the idea way beyond comprehension.
  • It is hard to see how all information that lies within an ‘event’ like a black hole can be deduced from what is on the surface; several facets or features no doubt, but that the entire interior can be gauged by its surface seems prima facie a bridge too far?
  • Conclusion There is so very much we do not understand. In the scriptures the Lord appeared in a cloud. One did not directly see Him. Perhaps this is as good a metaphor as any. Take molecular clocks - ‘ticks using vibrations of strontium that could be used to test Einstein’s theory of relativity or search for forces that have yet to be described’. (ibid). It is an admission that scientists are aware that there are forces yet to be described. The second law of thermodynamics may state that in a closed system (nothing goes in or out) entropy will always increase, with entropy being the measure of a system’s thermal energy per unit that is unavailable for doing useful work. To assume of a state like the entire cosmos that it is a closed system is begging one fundamental question: is the cosmos a closed system for any purpose other than making our theories about it sound neat? Or take ‘entropy’, a concept associated with a state of disorder, randomness, or uncertainty: to get from there to the idea that: ’the degradation of the matter and energy in the universe (will be) to an ultimate state of inert uniformity.’ may need so much unpacking that the packaging itself may obscure our gaze on what we can perceive as the reality Such a kaleidoscope of mind-blowing concepts! Almost every page of the New Scientist edition, the basis on which this article was written, from so many experts in the field and also so many other monographs, papers, tracts and the like, contain revelations for the layman. How strange it all is! How much scope for reflection! One could do worse than say, with Hamlet, that ‘there are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy’ but at least we should realise this much.

    Review: Ghosts and Hauntings by Dennis Bardens

    Bardens proclaims himself a journalist as against being an author. That said, he has an impressive track record of serious biographies to his name including those of Princess Margaret, Elizabeth Fry and Landru. He worked on the TV series Panorama, indeed he coined that title. His deep research into the unseen world has teased out of it much that has been seen. He is into facts and corroboration and he has a keen eye for detail. It might be said: ‘Look in his book ye Sceptics and despair!’ Bardens employs the full battery of his forensic and inquisitorial techniques to examine countless tales of spooks that rear out of the nether world. He does so with the attention that allowed him to survive the WW2 as a ‘spook’ in a colloquial sense of that term. A slip-up at that time would have meant his being unmasked; he diced with death and was not rumbled by the Hun. He has a sure touch. There are several common denominators in the large number of stories in Ghosts & Hauntings that give the lie to any imputation of Bardens doing other than tacking the subject with a sceptical eye. The naysayer is confounded by a weight of evidence, meticulously examined. Bardens looks with jaundiced eye at tall stories. He asks the reader to come up with a different read-out than the conclusion that there must be ‘something to it’. He chooses convincing tales out of the almost unending supply on offer, ones where there are a number of independent witnesses. He zeros in on ghastly phenomena - far more than things that merely ‘go bump in the night’ - that have been observed throughout recorded history by unknowns and knowns in a range of settings from haunted mansions to more pedestrian environs or the front lines of a war; animals as well as humans can be ghosts. His reportage of past goings-on looks at the most impeccable of sources with much erudition. The stories of hauntings that have occurred in his lifetime, he follows up visiting ‘the scene of the crime’ with detective’s nostrils akimbo; he asks for the verification of people who have no history of nervous indisposition and do not see themselves as a prey to fancy; their lifestyle invariably speaks otherwise. Bardens offers some explanations of what he finds but what is hardly in doubt as a result of the weight of evidence is that something very strange is going on. Are the ghostly visitations that people his pages an imprint on ether or a projection of ideas, in some form? He writes: ‘Do the thoughts of the dying have any permanence? Can they register on the atmosphere or on inanimate objects and be picked up in certain conditions by living people? Or - a somewhat melancholy thought - is there a brief transition where the brain still has thoughts and can project images after death?’ Story after story is as much mind-bending as mind-boggling; many are the accounts of people keeling over in fright, sometimes fatally, after they have seen horrors. It is a grisly procession that en passant makes for a gripping read, if told in a matter-of-fact way. On occasion, there are benign presences but none human in the normal sense of the word. Perhaps we should reconsider what this is… Dennis Bardens had a sense of humour. A note on his front door warned callers that he was ‘OUT TO LUNCH. BACK IN FIVE YEARS! PLEASE WAIT!’ Every now and again a sardonic jibe surfaces in his book: ‘Anne Boleyn, whose head … rolled beneath the axe of Henry’s busy executioner…’; he writes. It takes a Dennis to append the adjective ‘busy’. He quotes the Marquise du Deffand who, asked if she believed in ghosts, replied “No, but I’m afraid of them.” It seems a pity in one way that this book is shot through with a seriousness that his subject merits. Bardens cites poems alluding to ghostly happenings. Another example is The Way Through the Woods in ‘Poet’s Corner’ of this website.

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